Purple Swag 3 || A$AP Rocky

19 | Lucky

What if I get pregnant again? Ashlynn asked

What about it? I asked looking down to her

I'm just saying are we ready for another kid?

I'm mean if it happens then we will see it through. I wouldn't mind. I aid shrugging

It would be your fault anyway. She laughed

Okay okay I give you that. I said laughing

Ain't it crazy how we can't stay away from each other. She laughed even more

It's meant to be. I said seriously

You honestly think so? She asked sitting up on me

You wouldn't be here right now if it wasn't. What's up with all your doubts? I asked resting my hands behind my head

I don't know. Look at our history it's fucked up like that because of lack of communication. I just want to know what page your on so I can be on the same one. That way there will be way less arguments. She said making a good point

Rocky I heard rumors about you and Iggy. I didn't want to believe them without asking you...so are they true? She added on quickly

I mean we've been spotted together but it's nothing. There are no kissing or dates or any of that. We're strictly friends, she actually helping me on my music a little bit. I said holding up my fingers to show it was only a little bit

She nodded and laid back down onto my chest.

See there could have been an argument there if I was just accusing instead of asking. She said laughing

I rubbed her back and Rakim came running into the room climbing onto the bed.

He laid on top of Ashlynn and I held him in place.

Although Iggy and I aren't technically dating we kissed before and had sex. While I was with Deja I had met her at a Lakers game. Bari had dragged me there. She was thick and I was with it so I brought her back to my hotel room and boom we never stopped talking. I didn't tell Ashlynn because I was planning on cutting her off anyway. She always thought she was more than what she was. I was still legally married to Ashlynn and I loved her.

I'm not cheating on her if I cut Iggy off so that's just what I plan to do. I don't need to mess us up this time.

But I can't help but think that I'm jumping into this relationship to fast. I know Ashlynn is wholeheartedly here but I don't need that. I don't her hurt. I know she'll always be here due to our son but I would hate to see her with someone else because I can't keep it in my pants.

I feel so concealed or trapped my music career is taking off and I know the hoes are only so far away and I need to be committed to my family because in the end the hoes aren't going to be here. My family is.

I looked down at her and he small smile she kept in her face even as she drifted to sleep. I created that smile and I plan to keep it there.

I'm the luckiest man alive. I whispered to myself

I'm the luckiest woman alive. Ashlynn whispered to me

I laughed and took Rakim from off her and laid him in bed and wrapped the brace around his neck. He looked at me like I had grown 2 heads but got occupied by the tag. Ashlynn moved from me to Rakim pulling him into her.

I miss being pregnant. She said rubbing his forehead as if it was her stomach.

I laughed and cut on the TV.

I swear I'm lucky. I said to myself

Lucky.

Please excuse the mistakes.