Our Not So Little Secret

Chapter 3

A/N

Thank you all for reading my story. I'm new to writing and I'm trying my best to make my stories good. Any and all advice and helpful tips are welcome, I want to improve my writing so that you can have a better reading experience. Thank you again for all of your support thus far you don't know how much I apperiace it. Anyways onto the story!

Avi pov

"Kurvy," I called, "We need to be leaving to get to rehearsal."

"I'm coming!" He called as he walk's into the living room.

"I wanna get there early because I want to talk to Esther."

"Ok, then lets go."

"I thought you wanted to bring Beyonce?"

"Oh yeah, I did, thanks for reminding me."

"You've seem out of it lately, you ok?" I asked concerned.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I've just had a lot on my mind."

"Ok, if you ever need to talk to anyone you know that you can talk to me." I said truly meaning it

"Yeah, I know." Kevin said with a small smile.

His smile makes me smile makes me smile even more. If only I could tell him how I feel without him freaking out on me. I don't want to make him uncomfortable, but he is a gorgeous human being.

"Avi!" Kevin says with a laugh.

"What," I say being snapped away from my thoughts, as Kevin laughs, "Oh, sorry."

"It's cool homie, lets go."

We hop in the car, and I plug in my phone and I turn the music on shuffle. We're in the car for about 10 minutes when Cologne by Clean Bandit comes on, we both smile and immedently start dancing and belting out the lyrics.We both love this song and always end up and dancing and singing along when it comes on.

I love it when Kevin sings because he has a very pure voice that I love hearing. I could listen to him singing/beatboxing and playing Beyonce/Carter forever and never get tired of hearing it. Theres something about the look on his face and the passion that he has when he sings is magical.

"Avi, you ok?" Kevin says as I'm pulled away from my thoughts.

"Yeah, I'm fine, just a lot on my mind." I say with a sigh.

Kevin places his hand on my shoulder, "I'm always here if you want to talk." I can tell that he's smiling by the way he said that.

"I know." I say,. "I have a question," I say after a moment.

"What?" He questions.

"I have this feeling, and I don't know what to think about it." I say.

"And what would that feeling be?"

"Well, that's what I don't know. I've known this person for a long time and I've never thought of them as anything more than a friend, but lately I've been noticing things about said person that I haven't really noticed before and it's making me question things about myself." I say being completely honest.

He's made me question my sexuality and how I view the way I lived my life before. I've thought a lot about my past the past few weeks, and I realized that I was never truly happy in any of the relationships I've had in the part. Sure at the time I thought that I was happy and I was completely devastated when my last relationship ended. Especially over something like she was worried about the fans, or she didn't like how she was being treated by then or something like that. If she truly loved me she would have dealt with the fans until they had the chance to get to know her and realize that she was a good person. But she didn't want to wait and she left me, but now look at me, I've won a Grammy with my 5 best friends, and together we have put out 5 almost 6 albums, one of which went platinum, we have gone on multiple world tours, and have got the chance to meet so many people that I've looked up to, and I wouldn't trade it for the world.

"Well, it sounds to me like you're falling for someone, and I'm sure that who ever they are will be extremely happy to be called yours. And I'm sure that the fans will except who ever this person is and welcome them with open into the family." He said with a smile.

"I don't think I'll have to worry about the fans excepting them, I'm worried about that the person won't except me......"