Our Not So Little Secret

Chapter 2

Kevin pov

I had woken up to Avi writing and arranging. I went out to the living room to see and hear him singing. After we talked for a bit I asked for some medicine, as I had a massive headache. I hate hangovers, they're the worst! I have a bad feeling about waking up in Avi's bed. All I remember from last night was at the end of rehearsal Scott and Mitch pulling some alcohol and pouring glasses for all of us. I remember Alex, and the Trio downing their fist glass quickly and them getting more. Then next thing I remember is Esther putting us to bed...in our own rooms. 

After we got done making and eating breakfast Avi showed me what he had been working on. He began singing the melody that he was thinking for the song. 

Tell me am I going crazy? (Uh... huh)

Tell me have I lost my mind? (Yeah!)

Am I just afraid of lovin'? (Uh... huh)

Or am I not the lovin' kind? (Yeah!)

He was singing with so much passion and I felt as if I understood everything that he was trying to convey. The weirdest thing happened while he was singing, I felt something. Not a feeling I normally get when I hear him or any of the others sing. It was this feeling that I haven't had in a long time. When he sings he looks so gorgeous especially since his hair is down. Wait what....no....he's my brother I can't be thinking like that. But I can't help myself he's beautiful, his long, flowing brown hair, his pale green eye, his smile, the way he sings, everything about him. I was snapped out of my thoughts when when stopped singing.

"Everyone will love it, I know they will," I say with a wink.

Why did I just wink? I don't do that. I need to control myself I can't risk the band. He's so amazing though. I don't know me thinking all this might be the hangover. Lets hope it's the hangover because if anything were to happen it has the chance of ruining the band. I don't want to do that. 

"Thanks, I really hope they do it like it." Avi says, giving a small smile.

His smile is so perfect. I really need to stop; I am a straight man crushing on a straight man that I consider my brother.

"They will love it. They aways love when we put out new stuff especially originals." I say. 

We began to work on some of the bass line and the beats, and it was coming along amazingly. Everyone is going to love this song I know it. I feel like it will be the one that puts us on the map and gives us the big boost. We might even win another Grammy, and I might get a boyfriend. Wait? What?

"Hey, Kurvy?" I'm snapped from thoughts yet again. 

"Yeah, Homie?" 

"What are you thinking about?  You're smiling like crazy over there." Avi said with a smile and a little laugh.

I can't tell him what I was really thinking about, he'll think I'm weird and hate me and I know he doesn't feel the same way about me. "I was thinking that this is the song that will make us super big and will put us on the radio; plus if we're lucky it might just help us win another Grammy."

"Oh, I see why your smiling. I would love for this next album to be huge and for us to really get big and it would be amazing if you won another Grammy or 15." He said with a laugh and a smile. 

"Hey, if we win more than one thats cool, I think just having one is amazing and unreal."

"Well how about we keep working on this that way we can get more songs done and get this album out #soon." Avi said with a laugh. 

"And all of the Pentaholics burst out in rage." I replied laughing.