Our Not So Little Secret

Chapter 4

Kevin pov

"I don't think I'll have to worry about the fans excepting them, I'm worried about that the person won't except me......" Avi says with a somber tone.

"What do you mean they might not except you? If they don't they are stupid, your everything that someone could want and more." I say with a slight smile. 

When I say that I truly think that he is perfect. He has the best smile, his voice is that of an angel's, his hair (mane) is beautiful, his eyes shine as bright as the sun, he can make anyone laugh without even trying, and his undying love for food is something that i only part of the way understand. I'm in with simon the BBQ but some of the time I'm just not hungry but he seems like he's always hungry, which I'll never quite understand. 

"If it has taken me this long to tell myself the truth I'm not sure that anyone else would believe me." He says in a sad tone. 

"You know what, if people don't accept you, especially our fans...then they are missing on something great. If they stop like you because you say something that may change their perception about you then it's their fault, not yours." 

"Really......." He says with a slight bit of hope in his voice.  

"Yes, now lets turn the music up and drowned out all of this negativity." I say with a smile. I turn the music up and another one of Avi's favorite's come on and he smiles and starts singing along. 

So if I am picking up on hints right, I think that Avi may be gay or at least bi which I'm perfectly fine with, especially now that i think that I may be falling for him. If he comes out I may consider coming out, maybe. I mean I like Avi and all but I don't know how my family would react, and even the fans. If Avi were to come out they would support him but the girls would be sad that they could never have the chance of being with him, that is if he is gay but if he's bi than they could still technically have a chance at him. If I come out as bi they will support me too, I know they will because they support Scott and Mitch. If the fans didn't support them as much as they do I don't know if we would have the strength to come out. But maybe one day we will both work up the strength to come out, together.