How can this be? (Phan fanfiction)(boyxboy)

DAN!!

Warning: May be considered sad.

Phil's POV

So Dan is still not letting me go. He's still the cuddliest thing ever. Still not complaining, though. Right now we're even cuddling. He's put his arm around me and I've melted into his chest.

****a few hours later

I tried to get up and use the restroom, but Dan wanted me to stay.

"Dan, I need to pee.", he pouted.

"I don't want you to go..."

"I'm sorry. But please let me use the restroom!", after a few minutes of arguing he finally let me go. Okay. Now I can say it's getting annoying. All day he's been like this. At first it was cute, now I'd like to have some space.

After relieving my bladder I went back to the couch, groaning before entering the room. I knew Dan would be there aching for more attention.

Yep. There he was looking up at me as soon as my foot shadowed the edge of the floor. Ugh.

"Phil!", he yelled and reached out for me. I quickly turned around and headed to the guest room. I wasn't going to lock him out of his own room. So, I decided to lock me inside of the guest room. I sat with my back against the door. I waited for him to leave. He banged on the door and called my name.

"Phil?? Please let me in.", he slid to the ground and cried.

No POV

Dan was sobbing as he was rejected attention from his love. Phil felt his heart thump and abuse his chest as he felt empathy for Dan. He just couldn't take the affection.

"I'm sorry, Dan. You're just clingy. I need some space."

"Ok, I'll leave you alone. Please just don't lock me out.", Phil sighed at his pleas.

"I'm sorry. I need some space. Please just...just go.", he looked down and sighed. Dan stood up slowly and walked over to their room. He plopped onto their bed and cried for hours. Phil laid in the guest bed listening to his cries as his own heart was continuously ripped out of his chest.

He wanted to rush in and comfort him. But he knew it wouldn't stop then. He was upset and frustrated. He didn't know what to do.

Phil closed his eyes tightly as a single tear slid down and burnt his cheek with one single line of boiling sadness. He breathed softly as his chest felt heavy.

Dan faced the empty space next to him feeling ashamed of himself. He wish he hadn't been clingy. Now Phil won't even look at him.

****next day

Phil slowly left the room and he sat on the couch. Dan had exited his room as well. He was gloomy and only looked at the ground.

He walked over and sat in Phil's lap. For some reason, that even Phil himself didn't understand it just overtook him, he felt furious.

"Dan!! I told you I need space.", he sprung up and glared down at Dan. "Don't you understand how to respect my space!?!?", he panted trying to keep oxygen in his lungs. "I know you're upset, I get it. I just need time away from you to collect my thoughts about us right now.", Dan blinked up at him. He didn't know what he'd done wrong. He just simply mis-sat. He didn't do it on purpose and was being accused for no reason other than selfishness. His eyes began to sting as Phil's words punched his stomach and jabbed his heart and filled it with boulders as it sunk into his gut.

Phil stormed off into the guest room not exiting to even eat. There was a bathroom in there for an extra room but that was it. He had no food or drink. Or even television. Just his thoughts and a wet pillow case on a damp bed.

"What do I do?", Dan asked himself. "I can't seem to do anything right..." He looked down and sighed as tears forced their way through his eyes. He hated crying because he knew it wouldn't make anything better. He'd just be sad. Crying.

Pitiful.

He felt that he was beyond pitiful.

There was nothing he could do to fix it. All he could think about was how he messed up. Although, he knew that the clinginess wasn't the thing bothering Phil. It was something else. He knew it.

Whilst he sat there lying around he thought about the thing he knew was bugging his boyfriend - Phil.

Phil knew that Dan wasn't born a guy...

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Ok, so originally I felt that I should put that one didn't love the other anymore but that's too sad. So, I decided to make Dan a Trans guy. PLOT TWIST!! I don't know...I like it. Tell me what you think. Comments are preferred but votes are also nice.

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