Why should I deserve my life. I couldn't save his. He's gone now and there's nothing i can do. My body is a structure made of caged guilt and broken dreams. I can't seem to find my way through this darkness that encloses around me, suffocating me, grabbing my throat, strangling me. I almost want it to kill me. I want it to grab me with its boney ragged hands and squeeze the life out of me. The voices in my head scream at me, "you don't deserve this life Emily, you don't deserve A life, take it all away."
I can't say I haven't tried.
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My Only Desire
Ficção AdolescenteEmily Jean had her heart ripped out of her when tragedy struck her life. Her life was turned upside down and nothing would ever be the same. She has a burning desire for one thing, death. But she wants it the way he dreamt of it, beautiful and destr...
