Too Young

Cht. 1 (dad)

My eyes open everything is white. Ugh, I know what that means, morning. School was today and I could already tell it was gonna be a sad day. I throw myself out of the bed and up I onto the floor. "Oww" I say while holding my back. Ugh that stupid mattress it's so uncomfortable. I look in the mirror "EEW" I scream at my self. I hated looking at myself I was ugly. I look to my closet and pick up my red obey hoodie off of a hook. I slip on a bra and some black leggings. I look in my shirt drawer and pick up a 5sos shirt. Oh how I loved 5sos that was one of the 3 things on my my walls. A 5sos poster a mirror and a photo of me and my dad. It hurts too look at but in a good way...I guess. "I wish you were here dad I mean moms gone nuts I hate her". I say into the picture. "Please come back". My eyes start to fill with tears but I push them back in. I try not too cry anymore it's what my therapist thinks what's best for me. I quickly turn away from the photo and look at the 5sos poster. " deep breaths Alice deep breaths" I quietly say to myself. I walk too the white counter where my make up is. I put on a little foundation and some mascara. I look back on the mattress and grab my hoodie. My dad got it for me before he.. Before he.." Come on Al say it just say it". I say in my head. "Died". I fall to the floor it felt like a bullet had gone through my chest. I almost threw up but swallowed it back down. I get up off the ground and start walking like nothing happened.  Down stairs is my mother she is an alcoholic and has been crazy ever since my dad well you know. I grab my back pack with out even looking at here because I know she's drunk and we will start a fight. I run out the door and begin my 20 min walk to school. =================••••••
Hey guys!! I want to say thank you for reading my book sorry for the short chapter 😁
Idk how she's gonna meet 5sos yet but I will find a way. I always do😊 bye👋🏼