Chapter 6

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When I woke up I could feels the crust in my eyes, and dry tears on my cheeks. I pushed my adventure time blanket to the side as I got up with a yawn.

"Yes"! I dance with joy. Today is Friday. This week end was a long week end so we will have no school Monday or Tuesday. I still had to go to school today. Maybe Luke texted me I think while picking up my phone I push the button at the top and see a text.

But it was not from Luke it was from a blocked number. I open my phone feeling a nervous ball in my stomach. On the text read, " I know what is happening you bi" I didn't even bother to read the rest.

This was not the first time this has happened. And I know it's Jessy and her stupid friends. "What ever" I put my phone on the mattress as another text pops up.

Should I even bother too look at it? I take a step out of my door when the thought of Luke texting me runs through my mind. "No al it's those stupid girls they will only make you feel bad about yourself" I whisper.

I walk out the door heading to the wash room. I take a quick shower when I got out o could see the time. "7:30"! I yelled. I only had half an hour to get ready for school.
I put my hair in a towel to let it dry. My makeup looked terrible but it was the best I could do. The outfit was easy I just put on black ripped up jeans and a t shirt. By the time I walked out the door it was 8:00 great! Only a 20 minute walk to school. Totally not gonna be late today.
It was strange I didn't see or even hear my mother, probably fell asleep in a bar somewhere.

By the time a actually got to school I was 10 minutes late.
"And why are you here so late"? The secretary says not even looking up from her computer.

"I walked" i whispered so she could just hear it. " well maybe you should get you dad to drive you" she paused while she said that.

She must of not knew but it was still rude. My eyes filled up with tears as she just stared at me. I started to shake "I WISH HE COULD". I yell very loud and then start to run to the bathroom.

I had never actually have done that. Said something, yelled it. Usually I would hold it in. Something's different about me.

My make up was ruined I looked weird and stupid. My tear stained cheeks were red and my hands were so cold. "No please no please no" I scream in a whisper practically pulling out my hair.

I'm gonna have a panic attack. I hated them sometimes I faint sometimes, I throw up sometimes, and sometimes I see things.

The bathroom suddenly turned into a dark room.the floor was black the walls were black and it was empty. "Hello"? I pout I could see my breath and it made me gasp.

"Alice? Please help help me help me HELP ME HELP ME" the words got louder and louder every time the guy voice said it. But I could recognize that voice it was my dad.

"Dad"? I yell as it echoes through out the room. Suddenly I can see a long long hall way. "Alice please help me" the voice says again.

I start to sprint down the hall way then run. It felt like it was never ending. When I could see a outline of someone I stopped. "Dad"? I say again. "Alice?". He starts running towards me and I run to him. He lifts me up in his arms and hugs me.

Was this heaven? I didn't even believe in God but my dad was here and that was all I had ever wanted since the day he died.

He sets me down and his face goes strait. "What's wrong daddy"? Why was he setting me down looking mad. "I don't know if I can forgive you" he says. "What?" I yell in a tired voice. "Why can you not forgive me dad"?.

"Because this is your fault" his eyes turn black as he grabs my neck. "It's your fault that I'm dead you little shit" he says yelling right into my face.

He wasn't my dad any more he looked like a demon and all I could do is scream " HELP ME HELP ME" I scream trying to get out of his grasp. "THIS WAS YOUR FAULT ALICE" he says hold my neck even harder.

"It is my fault" I cry out "it is". I start to cry then he lets go. Letting me fall to a infinity of nothing. I just kept falling. Then I herd him "go burn in hell" an when he said that I blacked out. ===========================2spooky4me😂 so how are you guys? Ugh school is so hard right now I have like 10 projects due😣 Anyway I will be getting a new phone soon and I forget my watt pad password so I will finish the book then make a new account but not for like another month so no worrys😊

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