''Im sorry babe, please dont get mad.We can sort this out..'' Justin said walking closer to me, taking my hands.
''Im sorry im just worried. I mean it doesnt even feel real that were having a child! I mean are we keeping this baby or...'' I got intrupted by Justin.
''Wait, your not serousily thinking about an abortion right now are you?'' Justin asked, letting go of my hands.
''Well, um.I dont know, i guess so. I mean, your going to be away at your, im going to be stuck home. I will try to get a job. And it just will grow up around cameras, and will it ever have realy friends because children might just be friends with them to get to you!'' I splatted out, sitting on the sofa.
Justin sighed for a minute rubbing his hand across his forhead, before sitting next to me. He took one of my hands, and looked into my eyes.
''You will come on tour with me, and when the babys born. I will take breaks. And yeah if we ever have children they will grow up around cameras. But they will ge used to it right? An abortion, babe you know i dont believe in them. I know we dont feel rady for a bbay but we can try. Right?'' Justin asked, his soft brown eyes looking deep into mine.
''I mean. Justin its not a toy, we cant just try. And if it doesnt work give it back!Thats not how it works, it wil lthen be our resposability for life! Not just a few years! Like 20 years! Justin were 19! We cant do this! I mean abortion is our only option right not.'' I said, looking to Justin.
I saw as Justin let go of my hands, he bit his bottom lips and shook his head slightly looking down. He looked up dragging his hands down his face, and sighed biting his lip again. Then he turned around and walked for the door. I furrowed my eyebrows, taking a step forward towards him.
''Where are you going?'' I asked as Justin opened the door.
''I just need to go out for a bit. Need some air.'' Justin said as he shut the door behind him, i ran slightly to the door pulling it open. I watched as he jumped into the car and drove of the drive. So much for fresh air. Yeah because a car will give you air!
I shut the door, i felt pinches on the back of my eyes.I didnt stop them allowing them to pourdown my face. I threw myself backwards onto the sofa, i grabbed the remote turning the TV on. What else did i have to do? I put young mums on, and closed my eyes. Soon enough i could feel myself dirfting of.
I felt my eyes flutter open, this time i was laying on a white neatly laid bed. I leaned up and walked towards the mirror. I was wearing a low cut top that was white a flowly. The sun was shining brightly through the windows, i looked down. My clothes changed. Low cut top in white, leggins with ancle socks. I walked out the door down the stairs to our house, i saw Justin outside in the garden talking to someone. I furrowed my eyebrows and pushed the curtains out the way, i saw Justin.
''Justin?'' I asked, i choked a little on my words.
''Hello baby. How are you?'' Justin asked as he took my waist.
''Im good, who was you talking to?'' I asked,
Justin turned around i sw him bend down and turn around. In his arms was little baby boy dressed in some blue shorts and a white T-shirt. With no shoes or socks on. He had little ligh brown hair and brown eyes. Had Justins eyes, and lips. I parted my lips into the shape of an 'o'. Raising my eyebrows i reached out and touched the little babys hand.
''Awh! Hello!'' I said, as Justin passed the baby over.
''Look his got your nose!'' Justin said.
He stood behind me, leaning his chin on my shoulder. I turnedaround quickly, my eyebrows furrowed. What? My nose? This is not my baby. Is it? No. Whats going on?! I supported the baby, and looked at Justin.
''Wh..what? Justin who is this?'' I asked refering to the baby.
''Its our baby boy. Josh. Joshua drew Bieber. Remeber you chose the name?'' Justin said, his lips parting into a small smile.
''No.. no no! This is not my baby!'' I said passing Justin the baby over to Justin, i walked into the house and sat onto the sofa. I saw Justin follow with the baby.
''Justin! Thats not my baby! Im 19! ANd only like 2 months pregnant!'' I said looking at him, my eyebrows raised.
''Your 22 now. And Josh is 2. You had him 2 years ago, stop playing games!'' Justin said chuckling.
I felt his gentle touch on my hand.
''Faith? Faith are you awake?'' I felt someone shaking me.
I opened my eyes and saw Justins hand on mine, it was just a dream. Phew!!
''Justin?'' I breathed.
''Yeah? Is everything okay? You seemed to be sleeping deepily.'' Justin said as he sat next to me on the sofa. Where i fell asleep, i sat up next to him.
''Sorry. I was in a dream.Im not sure if it was good or bab.. i mean bad.'' I said, thinking of the beautifull baby.
''Well tell me what it was about'' Justin said smileing taking my hand.
We sat there for about a hour just talking about my dream, Justin seemed to find it fasanting how i dreamed out the baby. All i could think about was if i wanted this baby or not, i guess its not a choice now. Im almost 2 months pregnant.
''So about this tour thing. I was thinking , maybe you come on tour for a bit. Then when the babys nearly here or you cant fly anymore. We can come back take a break, then when the babys here. They can come explore the rest of the world with us. Oh and incase they wont remeber it we can make pictures and scrapbooks so they remeber! They can even meet fans!'' Justin smiled big at the thought.
''Your exited huh?'' I smirked.
''Kinda yeah, were gunna have a mini us running round. '' Justin smiled sqeezing my hand slightly.
''But how will you tell the pap, fans and everyone?'' I asked, my smile disappearing.
''Im not sure, iv told my crew and my parents. But i guess my fans will just find out somehow,'' Justin said.
''You didnt tell me you told your family and crew!'' I said,
''Im sorry, they just had to know quickly.'' Justin said.
''Its fine, Justin. I dont want an abortion.'' I said smiling slightly.
''Good''
Justin leaned forward and planted his lips onto mine. Where they belong.
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