Love is Easy to loose but Hard to find. (Justin bieber love story)

Home Time

Leaving Day:

I woke up to the same sun shinning through the window, i jumped out of bed happy that i could get out. I packed my one bag i had, and waited for them to come and open the door. And to my suprise it was not the gard it was Sarah. I opened my mouth.

''Sarah? Arent you ment to be having a meeting?'' I asked,

''Well i usally meet with you, so im going to see you go.'' She said smileing.

''Oh Sarah how much i like you after our little arugment.'' We laughed.

''Um theres someone to pick you up.'' Her smile diapreed.

I peeked my head out the door seeing Justin, my smie disparead. I sitll had not thought what i was going to do. But i didnt want him to know i was out. I wanted to just go home with demi, think about things. I love Justin so much, but im to scared i i go back with ihm that things are going to be like before or it will remind me of everything and i will drink again. I cant let that happen, maybe i could be alone for a while. And then see how i feel being without him, i know it will hurt but i have to think about myself aswell as Justin. 

''Why did you call Justin?'' I said a little angry.

''Because i know what you would of done, hide from him untill he found out you was out.'' She said raising her eyebrows.

I st back down on the bed and put my head in my hands, i heard quite whipsering and then footsteps in the room. I looked up and it was Sarah. She closed to the door behind her and came and sat next to me.

''I cant do it, i cant! I knew this would happen,'' I said panicing.

''Yes you can, if you tell yourself you cant. You cant. If you tell yourself you can, you can. Just Believe in yourself have faith.'' She said, raising her eyebrows at me.

'' You sound like Justin now.'' I said laughing, looking up.

''You can do it, just make the right decison. And if your not happy with the one you made you can always try tochange it back.'' She said smileing.

I stood up in front of her and bend down to hug her, i smiled and walked out. I saw Justin and gulped i tried my best to pull a smile through but it didnt seem to work. His smile dispread when he saw me not jump on him.

''Whats wrong?'' Justin asked, as he pulled me in for a hug. I let my hands up to his shoulders weakly then pulled myself away.

''Can we talk about this at home?'' I asked, sighing.

''Of course, my cars outside.'' We headed for the door when we saw flashes of cameras.

No, no. The pap. Please. Why did the worl have to find out about everything i did? Im no famous, did they even have a right to do this?Erg its not worth even trying to get the law invold, i couldnt be boterd. I just wanted to go home and sleep, im not allowing my self to do harm to the bodie. So Sleeping wont harm it? Or will they put me in rehab for sleeping. I laughed to myself when i relized i did it out loud. I felt Justins eyes on me as we pushed through the pap to the car.

''Whats so funny?'' He smirked, as we got into the car.

''Nothing,'' I said Smiling.

I knew i loved Justin and i wouldnt want to be with anyone else other than him and certanly wouldnt want Justin with another girl. But if Justin was happy with another girl, then i would want him to be with her. I had 1000 thoughts going throug hmy head telling me to forget everything and carry on as usal. But then fear told me that if i went back to normal i would go back to my old ways. Im just going to spend as much time with Justin and relax. And sleep. In a comfy bed. 

''Home sweet home.'' Justin said, opening the door for me.

With a quick 'Thank You' we walked into the house, a sudden feeling of sickness hit me as i saw th familia sights around me. Remebering everything that happened a few weeks ago and when we lost the baby. I flopped onto the cold leather sofa, closing my eyes for a second to try and get rid of the sickening feeling. I heard Justin walk up behind me on the sofa and hang over the top of me, i looked up and grabbed his neck pulling him closer to me. I kissed him softly once, and got butterflys i always got them Damn. Justins hand slid down my sides to my waist, his soft tongue wipped across the bottom of my lip i smiled and allowed him entrance. It was getting hot and feisty, i dragged my nails down Justins sides under his top. Untill i pulled him over the sofa and he caught himself above me. I was now laying down on the sofa with Justin holding him self up above me, i smiled and pulled his top over his head breaking the kiss once.Resting my hand apon Justins shoulder and allowing the other to explore his bodie. Justin moaned in the kiss as he broke away and trailed down my neck. I held his head tugging gently at his hair,

''Ju..justin'' I moaned, opening my eyes.

I slowly pushed his head of so he looked up pouting, i laughed and pulled him up so i could sit up. I looked on the floor to where Justins top lay. He groaned slightly and sat up next to me, i rested my head on shoulder and stared at his top. I thought of how Justin has tour soon and how im not goingto be able to see him. I was broke of by my thoughts from Justin kissing my head.

''When do you go?'' I asked, looking up into his deep brown eyes.

''This friday.'' He said, my mouth bounced open.

''Wh..what! I only just got you back!'' I said leaning on my knees.

''No, i only just got you back'' He said pulling me down so my face was in his chest as he hugged.

''Justin,''I said but got intrupted.

''You can always come on tour with me... again?'' He said, as i pulled away looking at him with sorrow.

'' Ju...justin i canT, i just...'' I said but Justin intrupted again.

''I know babe, just dont worry.'' He said with disapointment, looking to the ground.

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JUSTINS POV:

''Ju..justin i cant, i just.'' She said before i intrupted her.

''I know babe, just dont worry.'' I said disapointed, looking at the ground. Pulling my arm of her shoulder.

I know what happend last time on tour was bad and yes it would bring bad memories but we can work past them cant we, its not going to be easy for me either! I have to go back, because its my job! For my fans, and Faith cant do this one thing for me. This sounds selfish but she could of just tried, for me. But no whatever makes Faith happy, wait. But then shes not going to be happy here alone. Now im pissed.

''Babe, please dont be upset. Its not my fault.'' She said looking at me with those perfect eyes.

''Whos fault is it them?'' I blurted out not thinking.

''Are you blamming me for not wanting to come on tour with you! Im sorry that last time i went on with you, that  we lost the baby. Why would i want to go back somewhere that will make me relive that mom.... Justin where are you going!''  She said as i stood up walking to the kitchen to get my keys. 

''I have a meeting, about the tour.'' I sad bluntly.

''Well do you want me to come?'' She asked walking to me.

''No its fine, you should get used to being alone in this house. Your going to be in it for half a year.'' I said walking out the house. 

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Sorry its quite short, but the story is coming to a end now. I may have a suprise for you at the end of this book. So please comment-vote-follow for more! Love you! Thank you for all your help!