What to do...

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FAITHS POV.

I know i shouldnt be worring as muchas i am because i didnt worry this much when i fell pregnant before, but before i thought i was ready. Things have changed, i guess i dont feel ready. Im only 19. I dont know what i should do, abortions are so wrong. In ever way, and i dont agree with them but is it my only option right now. No wait, its not posative we dont actully know im 100% Pregnant. Theres 99.9 % I am but theres stil lthat 1% Im not! 

I woke up to the sun shinning through the blinds, i turned around to see if Justin was next to me. To my surprise he was not. I leaned up quickly, making the bed and walked down stairs wearing one of Justins tops.

''Morning baby, why you up so early?'' I asked, looking concerd as Justin leaned against the kitchen work top looking out the window.

''Its 11am.'' Justin snapped.

My eyebrows furrowed as i walked over to him, rubbing his back.

''Whats up?'' I asked.

''Oh nothing, i just have tour soon. And a baby on the way.''' Justin snapped, looking back at me before looking back out the window.

''Wow im sorry! Im not the one tha...'' I stopped, not wanting to course an arugment.

''That what! Forgot the condom! Im sorry, but you could help out too. Like the Pill!'' He snapped, standing up.

''Exuse me! Who is the one carrying this baby! We are not even 100% sure that i am pregnant!'' I snapped back, clenching my fist.

''Well you said it yourself your late on peroid! And your having morning sickness! Your not dumb!'' Justin began raising his voice.

''Yeah maybe i am dumb. Why the hell would i want you to father my child.'' And with that i walked of upstairs.

Funny how my mood changed from happy to angry. And upset. I was so worried about if i am pregnant. What am i on about i am! Its every sign, today i was ment to going to find out if i was or not. Justin was ment to be coming with me, but he can forget that. 

I slammed the door, and sighed. I heard Justin punch something in anger, as much i wanted to punch something. It hurt me after all, so Justin was just hurting himself right now. Serves him right for saying that. I changed into some leggins with a white vest top and some converse. Sliding a jacket on, i walked downstairs. Justin was already dressed in gray jodders and white top that fitted his bodie.

I grabbed my bag, phone and keys of the coffee table.

''Where are you going?'' Justin asked carmer than before.

''To see if i am pregant.'' I replyed not looking at him.

''I will come with you.'' 

''No.''

''Yes if im the father i want to come.'' Justin stated getting his shoes on.

I opened the front door and sat on the porch swing. Justin came out and shut the door, he sat next to me. I look in the other direction.

''Im really sorry i shouldnt of snapped like that. I was being a douche. I was just so worried. I was not this worried before but this time i am.'' Justin said looking into my eyes.

''And im not! You was really out of order. But im sorry, if i was to have a baby i would want you to be the father.No one else.'' I admitted, sighing.

I felt Justin's hand touch my face,i smiled at his warm touch. He gently pulled me forward and pressed his soft lips against mine. I opened the kiss once allowing his tounge to slid in before pulling away.

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