Matt Espinosa Imagines

#8 Hate Messages

(This imagine is not suitable for 13 or below, if you read this and you're 13 or below please don't do this please please, I'll kill myself. I'm dead serious)

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You were at your and Matt's shared room, since Matt was outside buying food. You were on Twitter, scrolling to the comments, some comments makes you smile and some comments makes you cry. You read the comments
"you're ugly"
"you're fat"
"matt shouldnt be dating you bitch"
"slut"
"u look like a clown with that makeup"
Tears are streaming down, you were hurt. "Are they saying the truth that Matt shouldn't be dating me, that im fat, im ugly" you thought
You sat up and searching for something in your drawer, it's your long old bestfriend your sharp cutter.

"Hello old bestfriend" You picked up your cutter from the drawer and ran in the bathroom, you closed the door and started to move your cutter left to right.
You don't know if you'll do it, so you grab a pen and paper just incase you'll go to heaven.

"Love,
Y/N" as you ended your letter

You placed your letter on the drawer and ran to the bathroom again, you closed your eyes before you start moving the cutter.
You cut 3 times, blood covered your wrists. You decided to add more cut but the door opened all of a sudden. You looked at the door and it's Matt. He looked at you concerned and he ran to you as he cupped his hands on your cheeks. "Why Y/N why?" He asked
"It's the Hate. I'm so tired seeing hate on my accounts. I think I regret dating you, If I didn't date you, I might not receiving hate from your fans" you explained
"I know, babe. They're just jealous because I'm dating you not them. I'm saying that they want to be like you. Just ignore them, I know it's hard but you need to be strong, for me and for you. Please babe, stop cutting your beautiful wrists. They aren't good to see" He gets the band aids and place it on your wounds and kissed it
"Promise me that you wouldn't cut again." You nodded and hugged him

"Thank you for being there for me always, I don't know what I'll do without you, maybe I'm inside of the coffin without you" You hugged him back

"Anything for you babe, why don't you take a rest while I make food for dinner" He kissed your forehead
You nodded and closed your eyes.

You wouldn't imagine if Matt wasn't there for you. 💗

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