"White Diamond"

Petra

¤¤¤I was on my way home and noticed a guy walking out of the yard. He had a reciprocal image of someone from my past. I couldn't put my finger on it. And before I could approach the motherfucker he had already drove off. Truth is he look like someone I knew, maybe someone I came across but what the fuck was he doing at my house. My house! Near My fucking Woman! I strolled in the house in search of Ebony and found her in the shower. Why the fuck she was in the shower? Trying to remove the evidence of the scent of recent sex from her?

"Ebony! Who the fuck was that ?" Rodger was very furious , insecurities cause you to be suspicious and so as being suspicious you make assumptions. He made the back of his hand greet her face causing her to collapsed to the floor. She was devastated, this couldn't be Rodger hitting on her. She screamed at him demanding him to stop. And instead he continued hitting on her forgetting that she was with a child . He dragged her toward the kitchen and grabbed a handful of her hair. She didn't know why was she the object of violence. Ebony don't tolerate being hit on.She stood from him and ran to the counter and held a knife pointed towards him.
"Stay away from fucking me" "how dare you lay hands on fucking me Rodger!" as she threw a plate towards him. It collided crashing onto the floor.
"I saw him leaving the house"
"You mean your transgender ex, after you cheated on her" then Rodger sat on the couch apologizing to her for what he did recently. He wasn't thinking straight. He was assuming that maybe she was inside his apartment fucking some other dude!She was having flashback of the previous chapter of her life. A chapter she kind of forgot but Rodger give her a glimpse of it again. The post abuse from her uncle right before he tried to force himself on her. The continuous slaps and belts landing across her skin for not giving up what he wanted. She had always been a fighter and wouldn't back down even if you were stronger. She threw a mug and it kissed his forehead brutally causing a rush of blood out of his skin. Rodger just sat there feeling sorry for himself knowing he deserve this!

¤¤¤ I saw the way Rodger had gazed at me and then remembered I reflected a dude. What if he goes and touch her?What if he thinks am her man? I
Knew how that boy think . Three years of the relationship we had , he'd be a fucking culprit but plays victim. I might had awoken his anger causing him to hurt her. Damn it! Fuck! I made a turn heading back to the her place. I may had been the cost of trouble in that room. And I ran in the house busting through and I saw her holding a knife. She looked so weak, but yet she stood strong against her opponent . I slapped Rodger across his chest asking him why he'd hit on a lady.
"Petra I thought you was a dude"
"And so fucking what I was just passing by, don't give you no reason to stoop fucking low and hit on a female "
"I thought she was cheating, alot of things ran through my mind and I let anger overtake me." he said
I slapped him again ,that was no fucking reason to be hitting on no woman . I walked toward his lady and apologized for being the cause of this conflict. Deliberately whispered my digits in her ear just in case she needed a friend. I don't mind being the one to beat her pussy up. And then I exit the door hesitating not to spit on the weakling.
The day had been over, so much things happened all in just twenty four hours. Rodger decided not to sleep home. It was the best decision he'd made knowing he had mess up real bad today. Ebony started cleaning up and went to lay on the couch thinking to herself. With an ice on her face. She let her conscious be heard aloud.

¤¤¤I never thought Rodger would have the guts to hit on me! Me? Shit I was still shocked at what just happened. I pinched myself cause I must be fucking dreaming . This ain't over King!I don't give a rat's ass, he could eat my booty like groceries and I still wouldn't forgive him. Fuck the good eating and fuck love! What kind of love from a man would make me cry! I can't even go to work tomorrow with a swollen face without my coworker trying to catch gap seed. What's your remedy to anger? I got bad temper! Sometimes I have the urge to do bad stuff , see someone bleed if not,watch me bleed. I started thinking about committing suicide. The days my uncle tried to take my virginity. I may have put up a fight but still I felt like
life was not fair . I used to think that death was the only thing to solve situation like these. Never had dreamt this day to be reality. Rodger? My Rodger? Pumpkin! Honey ? No! It couldn't be ,I tried living in denial for a moment and still the truth hurts. Somehow that sweet man I had met had turned into a beast.
Ebony continued thinking to herself silently not wanting to move. Hoping the death angel had come for her that night and end her life this instant. She couldn't go on no more. And she hope that better days would come.
Searching through my calendar for better days. How The fuck people does that ....I can't find none at all!

And then she fell into a slumber.