Letters

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I write letters,

with words,

made out letters,

they beg,

and they plead,

they have syllables,

some 1,

some 2

or 3

they ask for an answer

or apology,

I wrote one as a eulogy to my soul,

I write paragraphs,

grammar and syntax

inked on the page,

properly.

to convey my thought,

calculated;

at times

euphoric;

others

like

a

graveyard on Long Island

like the deserted house

on the corner of Cherry St.

I write letters,

to you or for myself

but

they never get sent,

they are on my shelf,

above my bed

pouring into my brain,

at 1 maybe

2 in the morning

collecting dust,

becoming prolific

it really  is sick ,

how everything i have said,

is written in a letter

with words

made of letters

in paragraphs

with syllables

stacked up on my shelf waiting for you.

It really is sad,

how all my emotions,

find their,

way onto the ,

college ruled,

$2 paper that i bought from Target,

how there ,

isn’t enough

S P A C E

between the lines for them

to be comfortable,

how they

become,

scared of the millions

of Thoughts  about

how these

words,

made of letters,

put into paragraphs

full

of Syntax,

and verb

if done improperly will

cast me into a cell where i

will serve a life sentence

bound in these thoughts

i could not convey,

away,

from you

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