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Everything does not end Happily. - A Harry Styles Imagine (Part 2)

As you heard Liam's voice you sprung up from the bed, in your pyjamas and started running towards the car.

You had a very high temperature, but right now that did not matter. Your started the car and automatically the radio came on and the song that  was playing just made you cry, it was, 

Shut the door

Turn the light off

I wanna to be with you 

I wanna  to feel your love 

I wanna lay beside you 

I cannot hide this 

Even though I try

Heart beats harder 

Time escapes me 

Trembling hands touch skin 

It makes things Harder 

And the tear streams down my face

If we could on have this life for one more day

If we could only turn back time 

As Harry's part started all the memories you and Harry shared  started playing in your mind, and your mind was thinking the worst things possible that could have  happend to him.

You reached the venue of the Award funcition and a chill run down your spine, seeing an ambulance and  the paparazzi every where . You got off your car and started running, the paparazzi spotted you and started asking you questions and clicking pictures, you just pushed every one and ran to Liam.

Who was standing there like a stone. "Liam! Liam" you shouted He didn't even look up to see you. You reached him and were out of breath and said "Liam, what the hell happened" No answer "Liamm!! Tell me what has happened. Is it Hazza? What's wrong? Speak" You shook Liam when he finally turned around to face you

"Y/N It's Harry..." Liam whispered.

You were about to break down, but then thought of being strong like your boyfriend always told you to be , You quickly found out which hospital was he in and took Liam with you.

Skipping red lights and driving recklessly you reached the hospital,which was about 30 minutes away and you reached  in just 10 minutes. You ran into the hospital to the reception and yelled "Harold Edward Styles was brought in here. Where is he?"

The receptionist said "He's in the I.C.U' You froze but started running, you weren't thinking about anything else, your fever had become worse. You reached the room.

When you saw him, Your boyfriend who was with you just about some hours ago lying there,  lifeless. You went in and became all teary and held his hand,kissing him on his fore head and spoke "Harry! Harry! You can hear me I know, please get up"

He did not budge then you started screaming, all your emotions flowing out "Harry! You can't do this! you said you'll be with me forever, You can't leave me, Get up, I know your just playing around, this is not funny"

Zayn heard you and came inside, turned you over and cupped your cheek saying "Y/N He's not coming back" That broke you "Stop it Zayn, He's just acting this is all a joke, He's breating and he's fine, He is not de..dead" you were shivering "Shush Y/N, It's ok" You went hysterical and then suddenly felt everything becoming black and fell into Zayn's arms.

The next this you knew your whole family was there with you "Wheres Harry? He's alright I know? Please tell him I'm not talking to him? He can't play jokes like this" You spoke hopefully"Y/N sweetheart Harry is not here" your mum said "Yeah mum he's hiding somewhere I know" you said "No Y/N he died"

Those four words hit you and you froze.With no emotion just sitting there, thinking about that one guy who promised to marry you and be with you forever. You felt cheated,You were lifeless. Couldn't feel a thing, thinking all these years was a waste. You loved him so much, It was like someone had ripped your heart out of your chest

You got up, throwing away all the needles in your hand. Ran towards Harry's room where his whole family ,Liam,Louis,Zayn,Dani, and Elenour were standing you pushed through everyone and started shaking Harry yelling "Wake up! Wake up! Stop all of this,you can hear me I know, just get up!" You were shouting your lungs out. No body tried to stop you  because they knew it was best if you took it all out. You shouted and shouted and shouted and finally collapsed on his chest. Sobbing you looked up at his pale face,where that beautiful smile occured some time ago, And you kissed him one last time.

6 months later

Months have passed after that horrid night,and it just seems like yesterday Harry was pleading you to go with him to the award show, you blammed yourself ,you thought if you would have been there nothing like this would have happened and you'd be in the arms of your boyfriend,if you only you wouldn't have been stubborn and would have listened to him.

Today you stand infront of your boyfriends grave, where it's written "R.I.P Harry" you have learnt how to live .You never moved on though, you still live in the same apartment, and you still have all his clothes with you.

You still remember the way he held you at night, with his stong arms around you. You still remember touching his curls and he tickling you. You still remember your first kiss, Every memory. He was the one, He was everything and you couldn't let go. You certainly can't forgive yourself and  forget him.

How can you? It's just not possible. 

A/N I hope you liked it! Louis imagine will be up soon. Take care. Love you xx. Keep reading,voting and commenting :)