Midenius' POV
2 years later
13/02
There have been some... odd changes. I'm worried about Miradith, she's five and her family is disfunctional. Beatrix has gone crazy, no one can ever do or say anything because she loses it. She gets aggressive or starts crying for no reason. It started after her dad came to visit. No one knows he said, not even Severus, but it's pushed her over the edge. None of us know what to do. I'm worried about Salvia and Severus. Last time I saw Sev, he looked terrible, all of us are in bad shape because of her, but he's taken it the worst. And things aren't good with Remus and I either. He's still lying and it's even worst now, he's gotten Miradith involved. They sneak out all of the time, I know what he's hiding, but part of me still doesn't believe it. Not because I wouldn't love him despite it, but because I don't understand why he doesn't trust me enough to tell me. It breaks my heart.
19/05
Beatrix left last night. I just can't... I can't breathe... I can't write about this right now
17/06
I can't believe that she left. Severus came to Remus and my house about 4 weeks ago. He was a wreck, apparently she had been going fine but then she started yelling at him out of nowhere. She told him he was a bad husband and a terrible father and Salvia was better off without him. Then she pulled out a knife to his throat. He told her she had to leave, and then she did. Salvia is distraught. Severus hasn't slept in days, he barely eats or drinks anything. And I don't know what to do, I just can't seem to comprehend the fact that I may never see my best friend, my sister, ever again.
12/08
Remus is a werewolf, my daughter is a werewolf and... so am I. I found out what he was for sure, a few weeks ago. He snuck out when he though I was asleep, I just wanted to know, I was just going to look quickly look what he was doing then leave. I followed him. But it was a big mistake, I followed him out right into the middle of the woods near where we live. And I saw him transform, it's not as though it was a big surprise. I knew what he was, but I can't say it didn't hurt me. He'd been lying this whole time. And to make matters worse, as it turns out it wasn't him that I saw transform, it was Miradith. He was behind me, so by the time I turned around to go home, he had already seen me. I couldn't move, I couldn't react, so he bit me. I'm a werewolf. My husband is a werewolf. And so is my daughter.
16/08
As if it isn't bad enough that Remus had been lying about himself this whole time, but he'd been lying about my daughter. Since I got bitten I haven't spoken to him. I can't even look at him, because when I do, I want to kill him. I really do.
04/09
I think what happened to Beatrix might be happening to me. I don't know what it is but I think I might be going mad. I'm getting so irrationally angry all of the time, I'm having blackouts and I'm worried what I've been doing in my lost time. I'm scared what I might do to Miradith and Remus. I'm worried about them. I don't what I'm going to do.
05/10
I really am going mad. I had another blackout yesterday, Remus told me what I did. I... stabbed Severus. But that's not the worse part, I burned Miradith with my magic. She must've stepped in to help her uncle . I didn't mean to, I didn't know what I was doing. I really am going mental.
09/10
I figured out what I need to do. After I found out about Remus we installed a dungeon sort of room for him to transform in. There a chains and electric chains too, where if you move you get electrocuted. They were his idea just in case he was particularly aggressive in any transformations. But it's perfect, it's all I can think to do to keep everyone safe. Remus has to lock me up.
14/12
Remus took a lot of time to convince, but he eventually locked me up, I escaped the regular chains so I have been using the electric chains without him knowing. It's painful, but it's for the best. I get let down some times to talk to everyone and this way I can't hurt anyone. It's not ideal, but it will have to do.
18/01 the next year
Remus' POV
The old Midenius is nearly entirely gone. I can't have a single converstion with her without her starting screaming. I can't let her down anymore in case she hurts Miradith. But she looks terrible. I found out she put on the electric chains but I can't change them without letting her down. Parts of her hair have gone grey from the electric shocks. The chains have left her wrists bloody and red. I don't know what to feed her, she's vegetarian and I don't know what to give her for protien and iron so she is so weak and her skin is sheet white. Her finger nails have grown out so long and she has started trying to use them to stab me everytime I come down to check on her. I don't know what to do with her.
20/04
Midenius' POV
I can't take this anymore. The last few weeks have been entirely blacked out. I can't be in these chains anymore, I need to get out.
24/05
Miradith came down to see me and I managed to convince her to bring me the key to get out of here. All I can hear is her voice as she handed them to me.
"Do you have to go mummy?" she asked with tears trickling down her cheeks. I smiled slightly and wiped them off her face.
"I really do," I said. "But I'll come back and see you when I can." I was doing my best to hold in my own tears. She is my baby and I didn't know if would ever see her again. "But even if I don't see you everyday, I will always be with you." I pulled her into my arms. "I love you Miradith, goodbye." I whispered.
"I love you too mum." She whispered back.
29/05
I've been walking for so long, I think my feet are bleeding. I have an enormous headache, I feel so sick. I've left my whole life behind. I had to leave my daughter, my husband and my brother. And my best friend is gone. I can't walk anymore. I fall to the ground. My eyes close.
A few hours later
Beatrix' POV
"Shutup!" I yell. There are so many voices in my head, I can't think straight. I walk along the grass trying to clear my head but it doesn't work at all. I walk a little further and I see a figure collapsed on the ground. As I get closer, I recognise her, it's Midenius. Suddenly the voices all hush and I run to her. She looks terrible, I pick her up and take her back to the house I've been staying in.
I lay her down on one of the beds, I can't get over how bad she looks, I try and cast a spell to make her look how she normally does but it doesn't work. So I do my best to make her look a little less sick. No matter how hard I try, I can't add any colour to her face so I put some red and black eyeshadow, eyeliner and red lipstick on her to make her face look a little coloured. I dye the greying parts of her hair red and cover the scars on her ankles and wrists from the chains with black high heeled boots, a red skirt, a black top and leather jacket. She looks a little less sick but she doesn't looks how she used to.
31/05
Midenius' POV
I wake up on a bed. I don't know where I am. I stand up and immediately feel dizzy. There is only the tiniest part of me left, I'm nearly completely insane. I can't see how I can keep myself together, I just can't. I can't go home, why don't I just give in? I'm fighting a fight against myself and losing. I give up.
I see someone out of the corner of my eye walk up the stairs.
"Hi," says Beatrix.
"Hi," I say.
"Listen before you try and convince me to come back home..." I cut her off and start laughing.
"Home?" I ask. "I'm never going home again, you can rest assured B, I've given in. I'm ready to have some fun."
Beatrix smiles cruely, "Well then," she said. "Let's go wreak some havoc."
