Lies//Frerard

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Gerard's POV

I was walking. I didn't know where. I just wanted to walk. Just to get away from home. That sick place. Everyone acts like I am not human. My dad especially. I don't know what have I done to them but I'm pretty sure that they don't want to see me again. It's not that I want to see them. I don't have a house to live in anymore. Maybe I'll just live in the cemetery with my grandma. No one else, just two of us.

But then I remembered. I stopped walking. My brother, Mikey, I can't leave him with that kind of parents. I have to be with him.

I turned back to the road where my house was. I started walking again. If I was going to escape I was going to escape with him. I started running. I ran until I couldn't breathe. Then I stopped. Here I was. "The Hell Hole" aka my house. I looked to Mikey's room. The light was on. If I entered from the front door then probably my dad would kill me. So I entered to the backyard. The tree was there. I loved that tree. My grandma and I loved talking under that tree. Back in that time life was much more easier. I was happy. Really happy. I had friends and a boyfriend.

My boyfriend, I could never forget him. His name was Frank and he meant the world to me. He was the first person I truly loved. After Mikey. He was so great. I loved the way his hair was sticking  from everywhere. I loved how his hazel eyes shined when he looked at me. I loved the was he smiled so deep. I loved everything about him but everything is over now.

I lost him.

Because of the stupidest thing I've ever done.

I cheated on him.

I shook my head and tried to focus on Mikey. I looked up. His light was off now. Great I lost my chance. Maybe I should call him. Yes this is more easier why didn't you think calling him earlier Gerard? Because you are an idiot. I took my phone out of my pocked and dialed his number. After three rings he opened.

"Hey."
"Hi Gerard where are you and why are you calling me?" He was talking sleepy I guess he really needed to sleep. I'll talk to him tomorrow.
"Nevermind Mikes I was going to ask you something but I will ask you tomorrow okay? Good night."
"Hold on whe-" I hung up before he asked anything. I wasn't going to lie but I won't tell him the truth now.

I started walking again. My legs were hurting but I didn't care. I started thinking about Frank again. Oh I loved how he played his guitar with passion and how he closed his eyes while singing. I miss everything about him.

I miss Frank Iero.

I noticed that my vision was becoming blurrier. I was crying. I sat down near the road. I started sobbing. I didn't cry much. But when I cried it was so hard to stop. Frank was the only person who can stop me from crying. I couldn't breathe. I thought I was dying. Then I felt warm arms around me. I didn't know who it was but it felt good. Then I heard him saying my name.

"Gerard, are you alright?"

I looked up to see who it was. I already knew who it was but I wanted to be sure, and yes I already knew it.

It was Frank Iero.

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hi guys im back im pretty sure that u missed me hehe but heeey im back with this thing idk how will it go but lets hope that it will be awesome!!