The Wolf Within

Chapter 9

Shea's Point of View******************

" Well she looks a lot better now, than she did last night, Alpha. " I hear Mr. Watson say to Alpha Quincy. I don't even want to think about last night, but at the mention of it I immediately get flash backs.

The dark haired man, Isabella hurt, Isabella crying for help, me not being fast enough.

He now has her in his mouth by her neck, she whimpers and mind lins me, but I'm to coward to act fast enough, II just pray and then I can't remember anything after that.

But I can't even pick up Isabella's scent, oh my. ' Isabella? ' I mindlink , but its closed, her wall is down.

He snorts, hmmm? Is he irritated at me? Is Isabella hurt? Did I not protect her....is...she...gone? My eyes start watering.

Its no use to tell my self stay strong, I killed my best friend. I'm not worthy to call my self a friend. Who am I? I can't believe this. Alpha Quincy...he...has to be loathing my existence.

I break down crying, " I'm so sorry. " is all I manage to say, before Alpha Quincy comes running towards me, its over. My. Life. Is. Coming. To a quick end. The end that I deserve.

" Please, do it fast. I'm so sorry, just do it fast. Please? " I beg of him. He stops and I swear he almost cracks a smile.

He probably thinks I'm a coward for asking him to kill me fast. I deserve to be thrown in a hole and have nothing but darkness engulf me.

" I-- " he says before I interrupt him, " I don't deserve a fast de-de-eath. I deserve a sl-slow, excr-cruc-ruciating, pain-fu-ful, humilia-ating death. I'm so so-so-sor-rry, but that d-doesn't cha-change the fact that yo-you never get to sa-ee your da-daughter ag-gain."

" I'm no-not worthy t-t-to be i-in-n your pack, I'm not wor-worthy to be al--li-alive. I am just ash-ashamed of my self. And I prayed and pr-prayed that I-I-I would be k-kill-illed in-in-instead of her. But I don't deserve any jus-jus-stice, just ki-ki-kill kill me. " I say between sobs.

I don't even think I sounded human. I don't even think he registered what I said. But Who would? I killed my best friend.

My best friend died on my watch. Under my safety. Oh my gosh, I am un worthy to call... Isabella.. my best friend.

" Shea? Calm down please. It's okay. You have nothing to worry about. " Alpha Quincy says. Is he insane? WHat the heck?

" She isn't dead. " says Alpha Quicny. Oh my! He's so heart broken it doesn't even seem real. Or maybe she is here. She isn't dead! She isn't dead! She is steal alive. Oh my gosh! Yay.

" ARE YOU SERIOUS? Oh my! " I say. I'm laughing hysterically. They must think I am crazy, but I don't care I am! My wolf is howling with joy.

I jump out of bed, and run pass the Alpha and the Doc. I dart out of the door, only to be stopped by the doctor grabbing my arm. I am trying to see my best friend and this man thinks its okay to stop me?

" Let. Me. Go. " I say through gritted teeth. My wolf surfacing, because we just found out Isabella is alive, and we want to see her. Why can't we?

" Shea, calm down. " says the Alpha in his Alpha tone. I can't disobey.

I bow my head, and stand still, snatching my arm from the doctors. " Shea is more than welcome to go see her, but first she needs to calm down before Isabella's wolf senses Shea's wolf at bay. Isabella needs no reason to shift until she heals properly. " says the doc.

" Heals properly? What exactly do you mean, ' heals properly' ? " I say with a little irritation.

The Alpha fills me in on everything thats happened. I can remember everything, except how I got here. But that doesn't matter, what matters is that Isabella is alive and thats because of me. She is also hurt and in the in infirmary because of me.

But the Alpha congratulated me on protecting his daughter and for killing all of the rouges. He said all the rouges were killed except for a male, he thinks it was the Alpha from the Moon pack, but he isn't one hundred percent sure.

After I visit with Isabella for a little bit, I head on home and rest, the Alpha gave me advice on some things. He told me if I ever pick up the man, who's name is Warren Grey, to immediately howl, not mind link any one, but howl.

He is keeping guards on all areas on our territor, which makes me feel better about being alone now. I feel better about protecting Isabella now that the Alpha has congratulated me for protecting her.

I get home and head upstairs to my room, I take a shower. Its hard to try and get my cast from getting wet, but I managed too.

After I get out of the shower, I fix me some grilled chicken and Caesar salad and quckly eat. I then head back upstairs and turn on my tv and watch The Regular Show until I dritft to sleep.

-------------------------------------

AUTHORS NOTE.

Hey you guys! I hope ya'll are enjoying my book, if you have any