Here Comes Goodbye

Chapter Seven

Okay please don't hate me guys. I know I have been gone for a long time, but please don't hate me. I have been going through a lot and haven't had time to do anything, let alone write. I mean my life hasn't been all sad, but it has had its moments.

Anyways I went to my ONE DIRECTION concert!!!!!!!!!! It was amazing, no actually amazing doesn't explain how the concert was. The boys were so sweet and just a joy. When I was waiting to get in, HARRY STYLES BLEW MY A KISS!!!!!!!!! A KISS YOU GUYS! my life felt complete after that haha!

Well, I guess I am going to get to writing for you guys! So, enjoy this chapter even though it may suck!

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My laugh echoes off the walls of our condo. If Dare doesn't stop tickling me soon, I am going to pee myself. I can see the joy in his eyes.

"Dare stop!? I yelled to him.

He shook his head. "Not until you say the magical words."

Does this boy really think I can fit in sex right before school? Every damn morning he does this, but it is so nice to actually have him home. My laughs slowly begin to die down as his hands stop.

Dare is straddling me and it gives me a perfect view of his beautiful blue eyes. They hold so much love for me, and I don't understand why. His finger strokes my jawline.

"Stop thinking that, baby." He whispers softly.

Its amazing how he knows exactly what I am thinking, but I guess after three years with someone it just happens. I push myself up and off the couch.

"I can't help but wonder. Why me? I am far from the prettiest girl and I have so many problems. There is so many thin-"

"Shut up." He said sternly. "There is nothing wrong with you. Nobody is perfect, but babe in my eyes you are the definition of perfection. Want to know why I am with you? The first day I saw you, I wanted you. It was crazy for me to think that, I mean, I was a damn senior and you were a freshman! That didn't stop me though. You were so fucking beautiful and then I seen your personality and you trapped me then. I will never let you go and that is a promise. I have another ten years in the military and then we have the rest of our lives ahead of us. And I am meaning us, as in we are married, maybe have a child or two. We will die together, if I don't die fighting for you."

I wake up covered in a coat of cold sweat. My heart rate is going crazy. Why do theses dreams come to me at the worst of times? Memories are a pain in the ass. More like a pain in the heart. People wonder why I hurt myself all the time, if only they could see my dreams.

"Cami, are you okay?" A deep voice asked me.

My head snapped to the door to find Harry leaning against the door frame. I didn't dare look him in the eyes. It has been about two weeks since he stopped me from cutting and since then he has been all over me making sure I am fine.

I want to say hell fucking no I am not okay, but if I say that he will stay longer and then I cant use my beautiful blade.

"Yeah, just woke up and didn't recognized the walls. Got scared no big deal." I told him with a straight face. 

I hope he falls for it, I mean it makes sense. This was the first night I was actually staying in their flat. Maybe he will believe me. His eyes narrow and he pushes his self off of the door frame. Before I know it he is two inches from my face and staring into my eyes.

"Are you positive, because  I can go get Liam and we will check your whole room." Harry sternly told me.

Once he said that comment, I lost it. My eyes went into tiny slits, which usually happens when I am pissed off.

"Excuse me, but I am not fucking four. You or my brother have no right to invade my privacy! I can do whatever I wish! You are not my mother, my father, and you most definitely aren't Dare! So back the fuck off!" I screamed in his face.

He has no right to tell me what to do! I am going to be 18 in less then a year! I am basically an adult!

"When I have to hold a fucking shirt to your wrist because you are bleeding to death and when I have to stop you from harming yourself on more then one occasion then yes I do fucking have a right! Without me you probably wouldn't be alive right now!" He screamed right back in my face.

I noticed that a vein was sticking out on his neck and he was breathing heavily, which is a major sign at how pissed off he is!

"I never asked you to save me! I want to die! I am worthless and I don't deserve to be on this planet!"

Not even a second after my lips stop moving, a pair of lips were on mine. I freaked out that I was kissing another guy and then my lips responded on their own accord.

We moved as if we were made for each other. His hands made their way to my waist and pushed me against his body. I didn't protest, I just went along with it.

His kiss made me forget everything except for him. At least for the time being that is.

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P.S. Sorry it is so short next one will be longer!