I Love To Hate You (A Star Crossed Myth Spinoff)

Fear And The Final Battle

I had a lot on my mind that week Karno had pretended not to have said anything under the impression I hadn't heard him and I was still puzzling over how I could have possibly not become such an idiot when it came to my feelings for him. I also had something else on my mind if they were gods then why were they on earth and going to my school? I was worried but I knew what I had to do I went to Legolas room where he was reading calmly he looked up and smiled as if he had been expecting me which knowing him he probably was I swallowed as my eyes darted nervously then I blurt it out all at once "I love Karno! but...I don't know if I'm worthy of a god...even one who is an asshole" he smiled and got up pulling me onto his bed then he looked serious as he said "I know Karno is a god and a very powerful one at that but I know he loves you very much you mean the world to him your probably skeptical about his motives but he does only want to be with you trust me on this but we won't be here forever see we only came here to learn to better ourselves around humans and to understand them you have brought that to us and I couldn't thank you more for that but when we leave we sadly cannot take you with us you are not a goddess so you won't have a place in there so it will hurt to lose us but you must stay strong my brave little warrior" I couldn't help it I began crying helplessly and Legolas just held me comfortingly as Karno stood at his door angry at what he thought was my betrayal.

It was the last day and every time I approached Karno that week he avoided me I was confused and sad did I not mean anything to him now that he was leaving? I went to my room after spending time in the gardens there I saw Karno sitting on his bed with a lost look on his face. I went to him and went to put my hand on his shoulder when he slapped it away and looked at me with loathing I felt like I was about to cry but all I could choke out was "why? do you not care anymore?" his eyes filled with anger as he stood up "no I don't care you whore so fuck off" I became angry and glared at him "whore? how dare you call me a whore! you know what you think I care about you? you treat me like shit so I don't even fucking need you!" he seemed to get angrier and I didn't notice the flash of pain that crossed his face "I don't need you either because when I leave you will have nobody!" I snapped and attacked him hitting him while crying "you a fucking bastard how can you call yourself a god and to think I cared about you I would have been better off with Zyglavis or even Legolas than you!" he started fighting back and I felt like everything good was leaving me until I was thrown against the wall and something invaded my mind and like that I felt the feelings leave me first then the thoughts and finally the memories it hurt but before I knew it I was sitting on the ground staring up at a face full of anger and regret and tears as he cried out "I loved you and you betrayed me I was going to stay but you forced my hand so I don't exist and do not dare try to kill yourself or I will stop you...so have a nice life!" then he left the room and I passed out into darkness feeling nothing and knowing nothing.