Broken.

Dinner with the Gilinsky's

AN// Hi guys I'm back! Sorry I've been super duper busy with school and sports! I will try and update as much as I can! xoxo

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Jack's POV

I don't know if it was just me or something, but Toni looked better than ever. She honestly looked so beautiful, what was i thinking of ever cheating on her. She is so perfect. I don't know if it is just the lighting or what, but the way her hair fell in her face, the way her dimples showed up but she just looked so gorgeous.

"Earth to Gilinksy." I heard Toni say which snapped me back to reality

"Oh, um yes?" I asked. She didn't reply. She just stood there smiling.

Toni's POV

Jack is such a good looking guy. I want to tell him that i still like him but that would be stupid because well he obviously didn't feel the same anymore. He is probably still with Larissa. I heard his mom cough, then i realized we have been staring at each other for the longest time. His mom and i got along really well. I told her everything. She knew me better than I know myself. I guess you can say she is like my... I felt tears run down my cheek. My mom, I miss her.

"Honey what's wrong? Is everything okay, Do you want me to call your mo-" She tried talking but I stopped her.

"My mom and dad passed away in a shooting at the Iowa airport." I said, the whole table got quiet.

Jack's mouth dropped to the floor. He got up and walked to me and when I looked up I instantly went into tears. He lifted me up and pulled me into a hug. He was rubbing my back which always calmed me down.

"Honey, why don't you take Toni outside to get air." I heard Mrs.Gilinsky say to Jack and he did what he was told. He took my hand and led me outside Olive Garden.

"I am so sorry Toni. I wish i would've known. I knew how much you're parents meant to you. I would have hel-" I didn't want him to finish.

"You wanted to help?! You say this know cause you feel bad! If I never told you and Jane told you or someone else did you wouldn't have cared Jack. All I needed was someone who truly cared, but honestly no one does. They are to stuck up on themselves to realize I am hurting and i need someone to notice that i need help. I am loosing my mind and y'all don't even see it. I need to feel like i have someone who is there for me when i need them. I need to feel like i never lost anyone in my life and i need to feel important! But i am losing everyone. I lost you, then my parents and now Nash! I can't so this okay! If i lose anyone else, than people are gonna lose me! My life has been a living hell and i want to be happy again! I want to know what it feels like to actually smile, not having to be so sad that instead of me crying a fake a smile. I dont want to do that anymore!" I yelled at Jack and he just stood there with his mouth wide open.

"Toni, I didn't kn-" Of course I cut him off again.

"Of course you didn't know because you were too busy with that Larissa chick who ruined probably the best relationship i ever had. I loved you Jack. and well I still do!" I said than quickly covered my mouth.

"You love me still? After what I did to you. You don't understand how bad I felt. I was a dick to the best girl ever. I Messed up so bad and you still love me. Am I lucky or what. Tonette you don't understand how much I love you." He said.

I just went to him and hugged him.

"I love you so much Jack Finnegan Gilinsky." I said while still hugging him.

"I love you so much too Tonette Gabriella Miller. " He said and grabbed my face and kissed me.

We kissed for a while and than just stopped and looked at each other.

"Tonette, I know i made a lot of mistakes in my life. But iI am going to make sure i dont make anymore and do this now. Will you be my girlfriend again? Please" He asked and without any hesitation I said yes.

"Let's get back to dinner. They are probably wondering where we are and if we are okay." I added.

He agreed and we walked back into Olive Garden hand in hand and just had a great dinner.

"Honey, if you have no where to stay we will happily take you in as long as you need." Mrs.Gilinsky asked.

"Oh yes. That would mean so much." I said.

"She can stay in my room with me." Jack added.

"That's fine. Just don't have the door locked. It can be closed but not locked." Mr.Gilinsky added.

"Jack remember tomorrow at 6:30 A.M. you have to go to the airport to pick up Jack." His mom added and his face light up.

I giggled than added. "Isn't that your best friend. Jack and Jack."

"Aye that would be a good group name, I mean I do sings and he raps." He said.

"YOU GUYS SHOULD WRITE SONGS AND THAN POST THEM ON YOUTUBE AND LIKE DO COVERS TO!" I said a bit to loud and everyone looked at me.

"Yes! You are a genius babygirl!" He said and kissed my cheek.

I smiled. I feel like this is going to do well.

"Babe, you sing too. We can do covers together and we can also just make youtube videos." He said which snapped me out of my thoughts.

"Yes baby, I would love that!" I said smiling.

We finished dinner and they payed for me.

"Thank you for paying for me." I said.

"Oh no problem sweetie. Would you like to stop buy your house and get some clothes and tomorrow we can get your bed and all that stuff and you can move into our house?" She told me.

"Yes please. and We can leave my bed and stuff because we are keeping the house for my other family members and i would like to keep my room." I said wiping a tear.

"Of course, I am sorry. If you don't mind me asking, when is the funeral?" She asked.

"Um, well I haven't really planned one yet, but we still have time for that, cause i still have to call the people and set everything up." I said looking down but then felt Jack grab my hand.

"Listen babygirl. My family and I are here for you. We will support you every step of the way. I will always be here for you no matter what it is just ask and I will make it happen." He said than kissed my forehead.

"I love you." I said and smiled at him.

"I love you too." He added than gave me a quick kiss.

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Hey! Sorry I haven't posted but here is an update. I am in Virginia Beach at the moment visiting family friends! but When i get back to my house I might be busy cause we are moving but i will try and update as much as i can! ily!!