Blood Lust(a frerard fanfiction!!) (Complete)

our lady of sarrows

GUESS WHOSE BACK (the picture is somewhat like the opening where frank goes.)

Gerard's pov

"YOU DON'T GET TO TELL ME WHAT TO DO FRANK! YOU ARE WAYYY YOUNGER THAN ME AND I COULD EASILY DROP KICK YOU OVER THE DAMN FENCE!"

"WHEN EVER YOU TRY TO GET YOURSELF KILLED Y TRYING TO FIGHT ANOTHER VAMPIRE WHO IS STRONGER THAN YOU BY A LOT YES I DO! I DON'T WANT YOU GETTING HURT YO IDIOT! AND HOW FAR YOU CAN DROP KICK ME DOESN'T MATTER!!"

Me and Frank were having a fight. why you ask? because i tried to get into a fight with a guy at a bar we went to last night (i was drunk) and later found out e was a vampire who was older and more experienced than me. But my drunken state didn't care. Something you might need to know about vampires is that it takes a lot to get drunk off of regular alcohol but when we do we get violent. so yeah, i wanted to fight. And when Frank tried to get me to just leave i literally threw him across the ally. So yeah its the net morning. im still cut up and frank is extremely mad.

"SHUT UP! JUST SHUT UP! I DON'T CARE IF YOUR LITTLE PANSY ASS GOT HURT! I COULDN'T CARE LESS! AND IF YOU ARE THIS MAD WHY DON'T YOU JUST LEAVE!" I screamed at him i could tell my yes were getting red by the way he backed away.

"Fine Gerard. if that's what you want. fine. I'll leave now and never come back bet you would enjoy that very much. not having to deal with me, a mere mortal, huh? So fine. I'm gone. and if its what you want i won't come back." He said still backing up. I could tell there were tears in his eyes. But i was pissed so i let him leave. When he walked out he slammed the door and and did what he promised. He didn't come back.

Frank's Pov

I walked away from the place i had called my home for a year. I couldn't stay there anyways. Gee was mad at me. Mama Way was obviously getting annoyed by my vegetarian diet. And Mikey never liked me anyways. so i wasn't wanted there just like the last place i had called home. I walked away from so many memories. Like the first time I ever saw Gee's art. it felt like only yesterday. But really it was 4 months ago. It feels like everything is just flying by lately. Gerard had given me so much. but now? Now i just threw it back in his face. And he probably hates me a lot right now, and wont forgive me for a long time. I don't blame him though. I hate me too right now. I arrive t the woods where Gerard and I first met. I walked past his tree. and walked to this pretty opening and climbed up a tree. In that tree i did a lot of thinking.. Now for someone in my position that's not a really a good idea. but i was thinking about Gerard and i's relation ship. the first day we met, he kissed me. We honestly moved extremely fast. I barely know him. But somehow he knows more  about me. How? to tell you the truth i have know clue how. It's now 8:00 pm. i left at 2. I've been in this tree or 6  hours. I should start heading ba- wait no. he doesn't want me back. he doesn't want me there. neither does his mom or his brother. 

So i went to the only place left. I went to my old home. my dad died. and they haven't taken away the house just in case i decided to come back. And i guess that was a good idea. so i climbed down the tree and started walking to the place that was hell for me. I walked out of the woods and made my way to a bus stop. luckily i had some money with me.

I got onto the bus and paid and sat down. i took a second to breathe and relax. And i waited for my stop to come. When it finally came i was the only one getting off and the bus diver gave me a tired smile as i climbed off the bus. I started my walk back to the house. 

When i got there the door was unlocked. like i expected. i scoffed and walked in. the room still smelled like alcohol and puke. It was disgusting. so i decided that in the morning i would start cleaning up and make the house a place to live again. So i climbed the stairs and walked to my old room and sat down on my bed. As i laid down i heard my bedroom door open. i pretended to sleep as i reached my hand under my pillow and luckily my old knife was still there. Whoever opened my door now closed and walked over to my bed and grabbed my shoulder. I tensed up until i felt the familiar cold touch of him. 

"Frankie why are you here? why did you come back here? i don't understand.." 

"Because you told me to leave. and i did. im not coming back Gerard. not. going. back."

"Come on Frankie im sorry ok? I didn't mean to yell at you like that. i was just mad and stuff. i shouldn't have said that to you. im sorry." I bolted up my hand still under my pillow gripping my knife. I looked at him and his eyes were still tinted red. it made me involuntarily shake and tense up again. 

'Leave Gerard. im not going back. and i can tell you and your family don't want me. its easy to see. Just leave me be. im sorry to trouble yo and making you take care of me this year. i shouldn't done that. im sorry. but you need to leave right now." I said not breaking eye contact with him.I could see him shrink in on himself. but i didn't feel bad. i was gonna start over. playing guitar. and im gonna make it big enough to afford to forget him. even though he looked reluctant to leave he did so and shut my door. after that i broke down and cried. cried hard. i couldn't hold i the sobs that made my body shake and tremble. i could feel my a headache coming on. i fell back and continued to cry. As soon as i was done crying (an hour later) i fell asleep.

Hey guys. whats up? im sorry havent updated in literally for ever but look at me posting a chapter with 1100 words. and im sorry this chapter sucked. ive been having a really bad week and me and my color guard for my school preformed last night and it sucked and im dreading Tuesday because i dont wanna deal with my guard instructor (hes angry.") so yeah. just felt like writing and angsty part. but this will also move the story along. because ope! *covers mouth* dont wanna give away any spoilers. so yeah have a fantastic day.