Frozen In Time

3. Deep In Thought

Sometimes I feel like I look for to much
Of something, like pain or even happiness
Like I search for the right feeling
And the right fight
To let out a scream into the night

Sometimes I hope to take flight
I hold it in and let it out with all of my might
Tired of people's lies and cries for help
Why can't I get anything in return
Do I not deserve a little comfort?
Reassurance is something that don't come easy for me

They sit there and drink their tea
They're all staring at me
The skeletons in the closet
The elephants in the room
The dancing fairies covered in gloom

I wish I could grab a vile
That makes me sleep for eternity
Always committing larceny
Only to feel like I have entity

Is it wrong to want ecstasy
From other people's hurt
Watching them and myself burn
Crying as fate turns

Sometimes I feel like I look for to much of something
Feeling my heart thumping
When I scream at the top of my lungs
Beating like drums
The sharpest weapons they own
They speak in tongues
And somehow it still makes sense
Why do I have to look so dense
My facial expression intense

At any moment my body will cave
With all the strength that I gave
I can't handle the words you speak
My delicate walls crashing down
Crashing down
Crashing down
Please just let me drown
Crashing down
Crashing down
Pulling at my frown
Crashing down
Crashing down
Moving farther from town
Crashing down
Crashing down