Frozen In Time

4. How Ending My Life Would Save Theirs

Honestly,
I will admit here I've had many thoughts about killing myself.
Obviously I've never attempted.
But the thoughts always there
Lingering in the back of my mind.
And honestly I like the idea of death. Death is the ultimate adventure they say
Well that's a load of bull.
Death is freedom from the work you've been put through.
Think about it from the time we turn 5 we must get up early and go to school
Only to bore ourselves learning about a specific career
Then finally we become adults thinking we have time to travel the world
New flash
Actually you'll be working from 7 am to 9 pm almost every single day
Humans weren't born just to be put through work their whole lives
The only reason is because society claims it's the only way for survival
MONEY RULES US
Because without having money means you don't eat.
Death is beautiful to me because it means I don't have to worry about anxiety and other peoples problems.
To me it's the grand finale, the never ending solution to running away from my problems
So why haven't I killed myself yet?
Because I think life will get better
But no I have zero privacy in my life
The dude I care about lives very far away from me
I'm told I'm a horrible person
And I believe it

If someone held a gun to my head I wouldn't beg for mercy
I'd say pull it, if I can't do it you can
And there I'll be free.

So really I wouldn't fight my friend about suicide, if they want to die that's their decision
It'll make them free
That bull about "suicide doesn't end the way of life getting worse it ends the possibility of it getting better"
That's both true and wrong. Depends on why the person who's suicidal want to kill themselves

I don't know what's your opinions?