The twins unwanted sister

Regret?

Twins P.O.V
We can't stop crying after what she said. The tears kept coming. We don't care that all of the host club is looking at us with sad faces.Those words kept playing in our minds. " I have always been able to tell you two apart." Those words are causing us so much pain. But I think the regret is killing us. The need for forgiveness is so great. I can't believe what we have done. Someone saw us as two different people. Someone could tell us apart since way back then. We were too immature to see it. We chased her away. "How could we be so stupid and immature. How could we be so blind," we cry out. "How can we make it up to her. We were so cruel." Memories of our childhood flashed through our minds. All those times she tried to talk to us we pushed her away. One painful memory crosses our minds. It was her birthday. We didn't even bother to get her a gift or tell her happy birthday for that matter. Our parents were coming the next day since they were overseas and there flight got delayed. We were 7 and she was 6. We were playing in our room when she interrupted. "Ummmm... "she mumbled nervously. What is it mistake"Hikaru screamed. "To-to-d-day i-is"she stuttered. "Hurry up your wasting our time you stupid mistake," we screamed. She quickly said with tears in her eyes "Todayismybirthdayandalliwantisforustoplaytogether." It took us a minute to understand what she said. When we did we started laughing maniacally. "We don't care if today is your birthday. It was a stupid mistake. You weren't wanted. I bet our parents didn't come because this day makes them sad because they know that today they made the biggest mistake of their lives." She was getting teary. We decided to play a game for fun. "We will play with you " before we could even finish ," she was smiling radiantly and giggling she was about to hug us but we put our hands in front of us. It caused her to fall and land on the floor. Our childselves had thought that was where she belong on the floor because she was beneath us. "But you have to play the which is Hikaru game." She got up she had tears in her eyes but yet she smiled. She was crying but we didn't know why. We thought she was crying because she knew she going to fail. We knew she was going to fail.How wrong we were she was crying because she knew she was going to win. She had a lot of tears in her eyes. She nodded her head showing she agreed. She was still crying. We got annoyed and said, "hurry up or else we will change our minds." "Can you please wait a moment I can't see properly with the tears" "No" we pushed her out without a second thought. This was the second experience that showed that she couldn't tell us apart. We already expected her to fail since she failed our first one or did she? The regret keeps piling up. If only we hadn't pushed her out. We regret it. If only we wouldn't have been so cruel. How can we earn her forgiveness? How can we stop feeling this pain? When all we feel is regret. All we can think of us how to go back to the past and change everything. All we want is to know how we can start over. But our minds our clouded with regret. All we can do is to ask for her forviveness. But when will we stop feeling this regret?