Trouble

Kisses and heartbreaks

" Maybe I was more yours than you were mine "

As me and Jess entered the halls she instantly pulled me to a table, with a few girls sitting.

" Guys I want you all to meet my new friend Beth! " she said smirking.

" Hey" I said a little awkwardly.

They all greeted me and smiled.

" Beth this is Kira, Julie, and Emily. They're my squad in this school, and now you're gonna join girl!"

Kira was a beautiful dark haired girl with green eyes and dark skin. Very exotic looking, and not very tall compared to my 5'9 frame. While Julie was a tall blond with blue eyes, and a model-like figure. Emily was a short girl with long brown hair and hazel eyes, very pretty. Jeez there's a lot of pretty girl in this school, no wonder Collin decided to bang half of the girl population in this place. Still a dick move though.

" I'm glad you guys are taking me in so nicely, it's pretty scary to be a new student " I say smiling.

" Don't worry about it, girl! We're here for ya plus any friend of Jess is our friend as well." Julie smiles.

" Yeah! Don't be scared sit down and join! " Emily says.

I smile but then remember that I need food first. Mmmm. Food. Yas, I'm hungry af.
" I'll be right back guys, I'm just gonna go get food." I say.

" I'll come " Jess says.
Gosh I'm hungry I think as we stand in line. We grab some food, and head back to the table. "Oh I forgot something to drink I'll be right back" I say while walking back.

I grab a coke, but as I turn I bump into someone and accidentally spill my coke all over them. Oops.

"Ew! What the hell!!! " the brunette that I spilled over screams. This must be the same girl I saw pinned against the lockers earlier. She's tall, has long brown hair that's ends just above her black mini-skirt. And beautiful ocean colored eyes.
"I'm sooo sorry!" I say as I realize that I just spilled all over her grey top.

" This was expensive you know! " she glares at me. Okay so this girl has a little temper, oh well.

" Jeez take it easy Taylor, it was an accident.." Kira suddenly appears by my side. I start to feel a bit nervous cause a lot of people are looking our way.

" Than tell your little friend to watch where she's going!" Taylor yells at Kira dramatically, okay shill out.

" Hey don't blame her it was my fault!" I say to the not so sweet Taylor.

" Whatever, just stay away from me you freak" She says and start walking back to the " Popular table " I believe. She instantly plants herself in Collins lab, and start kissing him aggressively. He hesitates first but then soon after gives into the kiss. It shatters my heart to see that he has become that kind of guy.

" Thank you. " I say after looking their way for a while.

" Don't waste your time on a fuckboy like that Beth, you deserve much better than that." She says, sensing that it's hurting me too see them kiss. I just can't help it.  It hurts a lot. Really much actually. After a wile his eyes connect with mine, and I feel a bit lightheaded. His eyes have always left me breathless, they always hold so many emotions. When he smiles I always felt like I died and went to heaven. His eye were that breathtaking. Unfortunately I haven't seen him smile in so long, and I don't really think I'm gonna see it anytime soon. He keeps the intense stare locked on mine, his face showes no emotion whatsoever. If only I could read his mind. But our gazes doesn't last long cause Taylor decides to grab his chin and tilt his head to hers, and plants another kiss on his lips.

I remember my first kiss.

( 3 years ago )

Me and Collin are seated in his bed as we watch twilight. The scene is playing were Edward and Bella kiss for the first time. ' I wish I was kissed like that ' I think. I've never even been kissed before, and I'm quite eager to try it, I mean I'm almost 14 years old and I've never even kissed a guy. I'm so dam inexperienced. I look over at Collin and admire my best friend. His eyes are planted to the screen as he watches them kiss with so much interest. I wonder if he's ever kissed a girl before? I mean he's had a girlfriend before but I didn't know if he ever kissed her.
" Collin" I whisper. His green orbs meet mine and he nods waiting for me to speak.
" Hav- have you ever kissed someone?" I ask nervously. 
" Of course I have Beth, well I mean... Once or twice." He says a little unsure.
Well I guess we got that solved, I'm the only one of us that has never kissed anyone.
" You've never kissed someone have you?" He grins at me.

" Shut up!" I say embarrassed.

" Hey don't be ashamed Beth! If you really want to be a pro kisser, I'll teach you. " he say and scoots closer to me.
I start to feel really nervous. I've never kissed someone before, what if I suck at it!? It's gonna be embarrassing. But on the other hand Collin is my best friend and I trust him.
" Are you sure?" I say still kind of nervous.
" Of course, it's no big deal I gave Sarah her first kiss as well." He says. Say whaaat, Collin and Sarah has kissed and I didn't know about it?. Didn't see that one coming.
" Fine, do it " I hear myself say.
" okay, come here." He reaches for me.
I watch as he moves over on the bed so he's right beside me, he reaches and grabs my legs so I'm straddling his lab. I squeal In suprise and get nervous. Again.
" Hey, Beth don't hide from me." He whispers in my ear softly.
" If you don't like it just tell me to stop, sweetheart." He smiles. I nod and close my eyes. I can feel him leaning in, and his hot minty breath fanning my mouth. Even though my eyes are closed I can feel him so much.

And then I finally feel it.

Him soft lips cover mine. So soft. Mm. He starts to move his lips against mine, and I do the same. Then soon after his tongue traces my bottom lip, asking for entrance. I open up quickly and our tongues collide. This fells so good. We make out for a little while, and soon the kiss turns pretty steamy. I lock my hands in his hair, and his arms snake around my waist holding me in place. His hands slides down to my hips holding me in place. Then his lips leave mine and trails down my throat liking, kissing, and sucking. I start to moan out to him and move a bit against him. He keeps exploring my neck with is tongue as him hands guide my hips slightly grinding against him. I've never felt like this before, I've never felt pleasure like this before. It feels too good to be true.
"
But we soon hear his front door open, meaning his mother has arrived home.
We pull aways and lock eyes.
"Wow" I say.
" Yeah, wow" Collin says.

(End of flashback)