Out Of The Woods

VII. Your beautiful eyes stared into mine

Taylor's POV

I was stuck on this feeling, stuck on the overwhelming feeling of not knowing how I felt. Was I mad because he had left me? Was I sad because he accidentally came back to me? Was I glad I could finally see him? Or was I scared of him not wanting me?

It scared the living shit out of me, for a second there I thought it didn't really affect me, until now that I was with Selena trying to write this stupid song after a long day, we were at her dorm trying to figure out what to write.

"I hate writing songs" Selena admitted as she plopped down her bed. I barely knew her, but I could tell we would get along very well.

"Why is that?" I asked and she sighed.

"Because I feel like everyone can read between the lines."

"Does that mean...."

"Yeah my songs are always for someone in particular" She spoke and I hummed not really knowing if I should ask her or no.

"May I ask who?" I cringed my nose at my gossip side, but I couldn't help it, I wanted to know how she felt.

"It's just my ex boyfriend, Dylan, I love him too much to realize he's moved on, and so should I, but obviously I can't" She explained as she look at the ceiling.

I sat there listening to her story, how they were the typical popular couple of high school and everyone wanted to be like them, how everyone thought they were perfect, and then she said that they weren't perfect but only the worst couple who could had ever fallen in love, but -and I quote- "that's just how life is" she said.

"Anyways, I think we should get on with the project, so we can have free time later" Selena suggested and I nodded.

"Maybe we can use your story for a bit of inspiration?" I asked, smiling at the brunette that only smiled back.

"Maybe."

*****
After almost two hours we did our best for this project and we actually finished, well kind of.. Since we were more interested on talking about ourselves.

Selena and I went for a Starbucks later on and after that we both left to our own dorms, I opened the door to my room only to find Louis and Harry looking through my stuff.

"Hey!" I yelled and they both turned to me, their eyes were wide and Louis was smiling whereas Harry looked scared as fuck.

"Tay! You're back! Look what we just found" Louis told me and showed me my old notebook where I used to write what I called songs back then.

"What the fuck, Louis?! That's mine!" I went to them and took my notebook, closing in and placing it where it was before.

"Sorry, I just wanted to show Harry what we had written when we first met and I thought it was there" Louis trailed off and I rolled my eyes.

"Yeah whatever, Harry you can leave now, Louis I gotta talk to you."

"Hey! But we wanted to hang out with you" Harry said with a cheeky smile and I found myself staring at his dimples, I hated to admit this, but he was painfully beautiful, his eyes were so green and wide they were hard not to stare at. I shook my head and forgot about those silly thoughts.