Everything's a Mistake

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A/N : there are some little parts of Stepan when Sophia and Leif were hanging out.... But most of the field trip are here ^__^ enjoy.

Stepan POV
Lonely.
Oh so lonely.
Without my love, I am very melancholy.

Fricking English class...
It taught me how to do poetry.
I was just walking to the cafeteria until I saw something that makes me feel... I don't know.

It was Leif and Sophia just talking to each other.
I have a weird feeling inside of me that wants to get out.

Are they together?

That's impossible. They rarely talk.
To keep myself from thinking too much of them, I wore my earphones and listened to music.

I don't like the way he's looking at you
I'm starting to think you want him too
Am I crazy, have I lost ya?
Even though I know you love me, can't help it

I turn my chin music up
And I'm puffing my chest
I'm getting red in the face
You can call me obsessed
It's not your fault that they hover
I mean no disrespect
It's my right to be hellish
I still get jealous

I'm jealous.
(Nick Jonas - Jealous)
Polly POV
A few days later...

It's field trip.
Yay.
I have no enthusiasm.
Like, we don't even know where to go. It is somewhere in Germany and they said that the trip will take about 2 hours.

Justine, Sophia and I are seated at the three seat chair in the bus, near the middle.
Keisha and her friend, Therese with some other classmate were seated in front of us.
And Theodore, Leif, and Stepan are right across us.

Stepan is in the middle.
Leif is by the aisle.
And Theodore is by the window.

I'm beside the window.
Justine is in the middle.
And Sophia is by the aisle.

That's why I'm not that enthusiastic.
He is so close, yet so far.

Sophia POV
Good thing Leif is by my side.
Not really but, he is nearer.
If Stepan is beside me, I can't handle it. I don't know what's the feeling but I just can't.
I just listened to music and try to sleep.
And the songs...
Just explained my life.

Losing him was blue like I'd never known
Missing him was dark grey all alone
Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met
But loving him was red
Loving him was red

Remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes
Tell myself it's time now, gotta let go
But moving on from him is impossible
When I still see it all in my head
In burning red
Burning, it was red

(Taylor Swift - Red)

Justine POV
2 hours later

We finally came to the place.
It's like on a mountain, that is really high.
There's a building, like a resort, that is really big.
It's pretty cold too.
The fact that we're in a mountain, the school actually provided us with very warm and comfortable jackets.

Lucky us, me, Polly, Sophia, and Keisha are in the same room.
There were two bunk beds, two side tables, and a bathroom.
I was just holding a drink in my hands when I tripped on my own bag.

"Ow." I said.
"You spilled your drink!" Keisha exclaimed.
"Oh no." I sighed,"I'll just find a mop."

I walked out the room and tried to find where the cleaning materials are.
Now that I'm outside, where's Noah? This is my chance to be with him.
I saw a door with a sign saying "Lagerraum" which means storeroom.

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