Jesslyn POV
I had felt better after talking to Harry about some of my past, but I did feel bad because I hadn't told him the entire truth. But they were my secrets after all.
The private school I went to was absolutely horrible. I was physically and mentally hurt there.
I had never felt so alone, and trusting people was really hard for me. It only ended up with me getting more hurt.
I felt a tap on my shoulder, bringing me out of my trance.
"Are you alright?" Niall asked with a concerned face.
I slowly nodded, stifling a yawn.
"Do you want to go to sleep?"
I shook my head, but he could tell that I was lying. In all honesty, I was completely exhausted.
He got up and grabbed my hand, pulling with some force.
Pain shot throughout my body, as i fell to the floor, gripping my midsection.
"Oh my god! Jess? I'm so sorry. Oh god. Are you OK? I'm so--"
"Niall, chill," I cut him off " I'm OK. It's fine, you just forgot. Please be careful next time."
He nodded as he gently helped me off the floor. We made our way up the stairs, which was him basically carrying me up.
We stopped in front of my door, "I can take it from here."
"OK, but just as a heads up, we have to go to an interview, so me and the boys wont be back for a few hours. Don't hesitate to call one of us if needed."
I nodded and went into my rood closing the door behind me.
Since I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep, I grabbed my laptop and went onto Twitter.
I was amazed by how many followers I had received, realizing soon after that it was a result of knowing the boys.
I started reading the various things that I was mentioned in. (A/N these are all made up so if its an actual username, sorry)
@1D4everz: @Jess_Adams145 Get well soon x
@One_Disbomb: @Jess_Adams145 I'm so glad you're OK
I braced myself for the various other things that were said.
@Niallsgurlxx: @Jess_Adams145 You should have died in that car that night.
@Jesslynisaslut: @Jess_Adams145 Fat slut! I don't see how Niall EVER fell for you!
@Niallsminex: @Jess_Adams145 Ugly Fat Bitch
I broke into hysterics and ran to the bathroom.
They were right. I was fat, and I did deserve to die that night.
I needed to find a way to make the pain go away. Cutting wouldn't work because I had already promised Niall. Think Jesslyn THINK!!
Food. They thought I was fat. It would be hard to stop eating, but if it makes the hate go away, it's so worth it.
I started pacing around my room, not knowing what to do with myself.
The rubber band around my wrist was constantly being snapped harshly.
I heard the front door open and looked at the clock. Had I really been pacing that long?
The rubber band had finally snapped in half, leaving various deep red marks.
I put on a long sleeved shirt to cover it, so I wouldn't be questioned.
Slowly, I made my way to the kitchen where their voices were heard.
"Hey Jess! Sleep well?" Louis asked.
"Uh. Not really." I chuckled.
"Nightmare?" Zayn pondered.
"No. I just didn't sleep."
"What did you do?" Harry raised an eyebrow
"Nothing." I blurted.
They all gave me questioning looks, but dropped it.
"Well I hope you're hungry, cause we brought loads of food!" Liam said breaking the awkward silence.
Greeeeeaaaaaat!!!! NOT!
I started poking at my food, trying to make it seem like I had eaten.
I pushed my chair back, hoping they wouldn't notice I hadn't eaten anything.
"Where are you going?" Zayn asked. Busted.
"Uh. W-well. To bed?" It came out more of a question than anything.
"Jess. Sit down. I know you're hungry." Niall stated.
As if on cue my stomach growled. Some friend you are.
I shook my head anyway.
"Jess, you're not leaving here until you eat.
So I ate until they were satisfied.
I ran to my room, with silent tears. I felt disgusting.
I went into the bathroom and vomited up all the food I had consumed; All of it.
A/N
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