Chapter 15

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Jesslyn POV

I loved being able to just lay in bed all night and just talk to Niall as if it were back to normal. I still didn't have my full memory back, but it was slowly returning.

"Hey Niall?"

"Yes love?" My stomach whirled at the word.

"The other day, when I asked you why you bullied me, and you said it was because you loved me, uhm, it still doesn't really make sense to me. I mean why would you hurt someone you loved?"

He shifted in the bed, "Do you really want me to tell you?"

"More then you'll ever know."

"Okay. Well I told my friends that I had a crush on you. You were my neighbor for years, and I never said anything to you because I was so nervous. But anyway, I told them, and they obviously didn't agree. they though you were weird, and gross.. All girls were gross, but for some reason they just didn't like you. They said if I ever asked you out, they would beat me up. I was young and stupid. I didn't want to get beat up. especially by my friends nonetheless. But then it started to get out of hand. They knew I obviously still liked you and forced me to say that stuff. They wanted me to hurt you so that I could see how pathetic you were and hopefully that would show me that I didn't like you at all. But the truth is, it did the opposite. I only fell for you harder. Every time I hit you, or said nasty stuff, I only wanted to hold you, an apologize for everything, and tell you how stupid I was for letting it get that far."

"Niall. I had no idea."

"Still. I should have done something else. I should have stopped when they made me do those things."

"Niall stop. You cant change the past. We all have things that we wish we could change, but its the past for a reason. You have to move on and make the best of what you have right in front of you."

"How did I get so lucky?"

"What do you mean?"

"To have you."

We cuddled for a bit longer, until we noticed that it was already eight in the morning. As much as I would have rathered to stay in Niall's arms all day, I knew I had to talk to Harry.

I started to get out of bed.

"Where are you going?" Niall groaned.

"I have to talk to Harry." I sighed. I really didn't want to confront him at all, but I promised Niall I would.

I slowly went to Harry's room knocking on the door. I heard a groan, and some shuffling behind the barricade.

The door finally opened, and Harry looked up at me. A mixture of shock and confusion flashed across his face.

"Harry. I'm honestly so sor--"

"Jesslyn Stop. This is not your fault. If it's anyone's, its mine. I told you that you could come to me for anything and I know that I blew it. I wont blame you if you never want to talk to me again."

I stood there shocked. was he serious? Why wouldn't I ever talk to him again?

"Harry you don't understand. I'm not mad at you. If anything you should be mad at me."

"Mad at you? Never! I should have tried to understand how you were feeling.

"I would never wish upon anyone to feel what I have."

"So friends again?"

"We never stopped." I smiled at him and pulled him into a hug.

We went into the hallway, and I was able to see his face. Niall was right, he did do more damage.

"Is it that bad?" Harry asked noting the fact I was staring.

"Kinda. I mean does it hurt a lot?"

"Not really. But I did deserve it."

"Harry, now that we're all good, can you please make up with Niall?"

"I don't think he even wants to speak to me."

"Let me talk to him, but please consider it?"

"Of course."

A/N

Well we got a laptop yay!1

I hope that you guys like it.

I hardly get any comments anymore so I'm not sure if you guys are reading and liking it, so please let me know!!1

Thank you for being patient with me :)

My life is still pretty messed up but I'm trying to keep up with you guys :)

Lots of love

~Jess

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