Recap:
"Then why?"
"Why what?"
"Why did you bully and torment me?"
He looked down, "It's because I loved you." He whispered.
Jesslyn POV
When those word slipped out of his mouth, I just didn't know what to say. I just walked off to my room to try and process what had just happened.
In the mean time, I was feeling guilty about the candy that me and Harry shared, so I released it like always.
I pulled up my shirt observing my abdomen: I still looked fat. I put it back down feeling completely disgusted with myself.
I tried to think about everything that happened today, but soon had become bored, and went into the living room where everyone was gathered.
I sat in between Zayn and Maxine, when the familiar imaged flashed: I was trying to go up to one of our hotel rooms. The receptionist refused to let me go up< and had security escort me out.
I was pushed and shoved around by the crazed teenage girls, until Paul had come to rescue me.
I blinked a few times, taking in my surroundings. There were six pairs of eyes glued to me.
"Memory?" Niall asked with hope in his eyes.
"Yeah. Uh. It was when the secretary lady wouldn't let me through, and I was trampled." I sighed.
Zayn had put his arm around my shoulder, pulling it back quickly mumbling an ouch. He rubbed his chest where my shoulder was piking him, "Why is your shoulder so bony?"
Everyone gave me a questioning look.
"Uh." I didn't want anyone to worry, as nothing was wrong.
Maxine stood up, "Can I talk to Jesslyn in the kitchen/"
I stood up, not letting anyone answer her. I needed to get out of that room before all of the questions started to be asked.
"Are you eating?" She asked bluntly, once we were out of earshot.
"Yes. I am." I replied. Well, hey, at least I'm not lying!
"Please don't lie to me."
"I'm not! I am eating!"
"I'm going to believe you, but I want to see you put some meat on those bones. You're getting too skinny love.
Everyone started piling into the kitchen, and Liam had several boxes of pizza in his hands, "I hope we didn't interrupt anything, but dinner's here."
We shook our heads, and dug in.
I had just finished my second piece before getting the urge to vomit.
I sprinted up to bathroom, and just barely made it.
The few contents that filled my stomach, had made their way in the toilet.
I continued to dry heave for a few moments. The door knob was constantly being jiggled, as it was locked.
"Jesslyn open the door!" Harry and Niall shouted.
"No! I'm fine!" I barely managed to get out, as more dry heaving occurred.
The sound of a lock clicking was heard, as the boys and Maxine soon appeared.
Harry, Niall, and Louis rushed to my side trying to get me off of the cool tiles.
"No, please stop." I begged.
"Jess. We have to get you in a bed or something. You cant just lay here." Someone said.
"Stop moving me."
"Hun, we haven't started moving you yet." The same person said.
I opened my eyes, and everything was spinning in circles. I tried to stand, only to collapse on the floor as black dots clouded my vision, and everything went black.
I was awake but I kept my eyes closed.
"She's malnourished. She has not had any food in her system for several days." An unfamiliar voice stated.
"But we saw her eat." Liam said.
"Liam, it all makes sense! She's been eating so we don't worry. That's why she threw up yesterday. She's bulimic." Maxine stated.
I took this time to open my eyes, and try to sit up.
"Hey, take it easy." Niall said, gently pushing me back into the bed.
"Good evening Ms. Adams." The unfamiliar voice said, which turned out to be the doctor.
Hello doctor, uh,"
"Langstive." He finished for me. "So I assume you know why you're here?" I nodded slowly "Well we just need to keep you here for a few hours to get some nutrients in you." He left the room, and I started to become uncomfortable in the silence that was left sitting.
"Lads, can I have a minute with Jess?" Niall asked barely glancing at me.
They all took the hint, and let besides Harry and Maxine, who asked to stay.
"Why?" Niall asked not even looking at me.
I decided to play dumb, hoping it would get me out of this, "Why what?"
"You know what!" He growled.
"I wanted to drop a few pounds?" it came out more of a question than a statement.
"No one starves themselves just to lose a few pounds. Tell me why."
"I'm fucking fat Niall! i am disgusting!"
His expression softened, "Jesslyn, you are not! Your ribs are practically showing. Who said you were fat?"
"No one had to tell me."
"Tell. Me."
"Your fans." I whispered
"That's it! You're officially banned from everything! Give me your phone." I handed over my device, and he deleted Twitter, and all of the other social media apps.
"That wasn't necessary."
"Yes it was! We care about you Jesslyn. We hate seeing you like this." Harry interjected.
"I'm so sorry." I said, as Maxine went to get the other three boys.
"I'm going to help you. I've been in this situation before, and I don't want you to battle this alone like I did." Maxine said.
"What? Max, why didn't you ever tell me?" Liam asked.
"I didn't think it was important. I never wanted to other you. If I had told you, you would have come you, and I couldn't have that."
"Why would you think that? I'm always here for you. Even if we would have had to cancel a few shows, all that matters is that you're okay." Liam said pulling her into a hug.
We all cooed at the brother/sister moment, as we waited until I was released.
A/N
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