I hid out for a week and decided to go back home my aunt Carolyn said I can come back when ever I'd like OK thank you I say while giving her a kiss on the cheek . *3 hours later * finally I get to charming I go to my dads and set down some ground rules like he can't hit me he said he wouldn't do that anyways because he put down the bottle and started AAA he apologized for all the years of abuse I forgave him later that day he needed food so I went to the store to get him some things when I got there I saw the things I needed and guess who pulls up Jax of course I try and avoid him I put everything down and head towards my car he says Hey ! What the hell ! Where have you been !? I tell him get away from me he says wow after all we've been through stop I say after all we've been through you still manage to lose me then I drive away .
God I was so irritated I'm another month 6! Now I'm starting to get big and school starts next week sadly I'm gonna get questioned by everyone god why ?! I lay there tossing and turning because I'm used to Jax being next to me at my aunts I did the same thing *the next day * I walk around in the morning not even knowing where I'm going I just walk and then what do I hear a van when I turn around its Jax in the black van he doesn't stop this time thank god I thought it sucks to miss him but he hurt me badly this time I don't know to forgive and forget or not I was left puzzled and clueless .
Jax's POV
I miss Tara what can I do to prove to her I love her that I'll get serious and man up I'm unsure but I have to tell my family about the baby but I need Tara to be with me I should call her and ask her if she picks up which she almost never does but I'll try anyway *calls Tara* she finally picks up she seems to be giggling or laughing hold on I'll be right back she says Hello ? Oh hey babe its me I say oh hi Jax what's up ? Oh I need you to comes to my moms place tonight ,I have plans tonight but tomorrow I'm free who are you with I ask ? With a friend she responds and hangs up. I wonder who she's with maybe Donna I thought I called her and asked her she said she's with Ope and hasn't heard from Tara in 3 days oh OK I say whatever I thought probably with someone else . I should go for a ride to clear my mind .
Tara's POV
Today's been an OK right now I'm hanging out with David Hale he's cool but he's a goody goody he'll probably be a cop one day or something like that oh god ! Jax is right there and oh great he just seen me he probably thinks were on a date Jesus Christ he gets off his back and rushes in so this is " a friend " wow OK he says Jax wait please I say Tara why should I wait Tara huh obviously there's nothing to wait for he says I kiss him and he kisses me back it felt so wrong but right I noticed David was turned around guess he didn't want to look I stop and walk away from Jax because I shouldn't be kissing him in the first place I sit down and put my head in my hands because this was so frustrating I didn't know what to do sorry David I got to go I'll call you later sure OK he says I drive to my house and lay in bed until I hear a tapping sound on my window I open it and guess who it is ? Jax I open it and he climbs in what ? I say I couldn't sleep he says and OK what do you want me to do ? Talk to me he says about ? About us I'm confused what do you want ? Are we together or not I lay down and say lay with me this doesn't mean anything I just haven't been able to sleep without you , OK he says then I put my head on his chest and say I don't know Jax i miss you but you keep fucking up on me and I can't keep going through this all my life your either in or out let me know so I don't waste my time on what ever this is just then I feel a kick my face turns shocked what's wrong ? Tara what's wrong ? I grab his hand and put it on my stomach his face becomes like mine he laughs oh my god that's our baby he leans down and kisses me and says I'm sorry I'm all in forever OK I say then kiss him back but you need to cut off IMA completely understand yes he says and than we laid there kissing and cuddling without a care in the world .
