Jax's POV
Its been weeks since Tara got attacked she's due in a couple weeks she won't sleep she won't eat, I killed that son of a bitch but I would never tell her that but I'm pretty sure she know what happened to him "Hey babe" I say "oh hey Jax "she responds turning from her uncomfortable position and stands up, "how are you?" I ask "I'm fine", "and the baby ?" I ask "fine" she says while walking away , I grab her wrist "Tara we can't keep doing this talk to me please " I plea "what is there to talk about Jax I'm fine " she says a little annoyed "no your not you just say that so I won't worry about you but I do always " I say letting go of her wrist "Jax liste- " I interrupt "No you listen I never should've let you get hurt again I'm so so sorry but I love you and can't let you destroy yourself over someone that's gone completely out of the picture ,"Jax what happened to me is not your fault its not my it just is I love you too but I'm dealing with this twisted shit on my own ","but your not on your own Tara you won't even let me go near you that way and your not supposed to stress out its bad for the baby " ,her eyebrows furrowed "how did you know that ?" She asks "I read one of those retarded books you leave lying around "I responds in embarrassment she starts laughing"my bad ass biker reading baby books wow I'm so fascinated " she says I can't help but grin "MY bad ass biker" she called me hers "alright shut up preggo " I said "I wonder why in the world I earned that nickname Mr." I know what I'm doing " she says "hey you came on to me babe " I respond "Yeah keep telling yourself that Teller speaking of you know I heard sex's induces labor " she says with a seductive smile while walking into my dorm room at the clubhouse "Oh boy "I whisper .
Tara's POV
It was a nice day SAMCRO was throwing a party for 10 year old Melissa Tigs daughter I put on a baseball Tee and maternity shorts with a pair of chucks "Come out already kid I need my body back "I whisper to my huge stomach " oh don't you listen to her baby take your time to properly bake " Gemma says "easy for you to say your not carrying around this giant "I say jokingly "oh sweetheart you think this is bad when I was pregnant with Jax I was twice your size Lil shit came out a week past due " Gemma says with a chuckle "But it was wort the wait " she continues "Yeah I guess your right "I reach for her hand and she helps me up "Oh Jesus "I mumble we walk out the party's I'm full swing "Tara !" The curly haired girl shouts while skipping towards me "Hey birthday girl "I say and open my arms to big her "wow that baby is getting big how did you eat the whole thing ?" She asks seriously "Eat ? Oh well it was hard but I had some help " I say nodding towards Jax she take my hand in her small ones and pulls me towards Jax she looks at both our stomachs "pstt I don't think he ate as much his stomach is flat " she says in a loud whisper "I think he tricked me into eating it by myself "I say in a mocking whisper she giggles and skips along "what was that about?" Jax asks amused and confused "the cycle of life "I say he kisses my cheek "Our kid is huge " he says "uhhh so rude Teller " I say that day was a day of joyful memories it was the day I realized I was safe and snapped out of myself pity and moved on from Kohn I know damn well Jax killed him I know he's somewhere rotting in hell like he deserves he tried killing the most precious thing to me other than Jax he tried ruining my only chance at a family why did I ever think he loved me ? I lay on Jaxs bare chest and think this this is love , not making me a 14 year old girl , give it up to some 27 year old rent-a-cop in some cheap motel down in Reno the first time felt like rape even though it was consensual hell it was rape but I'm not the type to play victim and cry wolf .
