End is the beginning

What is wrong with that

"Not that much anymore, It's bearable"

She continued her action, I look at her hands and saw her wedding ring, it suited her complexion.

Just by seating with her this close all the memories naalala ko lahat.

I looked away and focus on the road baka kung ano pa maisip ko and to think that my kid's were behind us...

We continue our ride and eventually arrived at our.....their house. I have to remember that, I pulled the car stop in front of the gate and look behind me.

"Okey kids this is it."

I look at Lea and saw her looking at the house, I went outside and kiss the kid's goodbye, they also said goodbye to Lea.

"Atasha take good care of your lil brother okey, I'll take you out next week"

I hug them tightly, I didn't know how much I miss them until now. Alam kong matagal nanaman bago ko sila madalaw.

"Dad kelan po kayo babalik? I miss you"

I cleared my throat and stand

The last thing I want is to appear weak in front of my children.

"I'll call you later, go inside baka hinahanap na kayo ng mommy niyo"

I watched them go inside feeling the regret inside me , of what I did for a woman who doesn't love me,

Who happens to be sitting in my Car...

I went to my car and quickly pulled out of the view of the house.

I can feel her looking at me , probably narinig niya yung usapan namin ni Atasha kanina, and it's impossible for her to didn't know.... it's all over the news last year....

Halfway through the ride I think that I should probably start my pursuing....

"Ahhhhh Lea "

I said to gain her attention..

"Yes?"

She said and look at me...

"I didn't know if you know this but...I have an upcoming movie."

I started, God pano ko pa sasabihin to??????

"Good to hear that"

Sabi niya sakin with a soft smile.

"Iwaswonderingifyouwanttobemyleadinglady!"

I said sofast I think she didn't catch it.

"What?" "Pardon"

We said at the same time.

I laugh and she also laugh....we continue laughing for a lil longer and when I look at her I said

"I would like you to be my leading woman "

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Did I just said that?

I look at the road and felt the awkward air settle between us.

Nasabi ko na edi panindigan narin....

"Well?"

I ask her, she looked completely shock.

"Well, I'm flattered but I can't"

She said.

Now what to do?

After a while she speak again.

"Aga can you just drop me at home, I think I'm okey already, and I need to call from home."

Sabi niya, well nasakin ang phone niya how can she call.

I just nod my head and continue driving, alam ko naman kung saan ang condo niya , been there a lot of times din.

After 15 minutes we arrived at her condo building, I drive straight to the lobby.

"So ahmmm I have to go, thank you"

She said and went outside the car, ganon nalang yun??????

I went outside the car and follow her , ika ika rin siya so I guess masakit padin ang ankle niya.

"Hey lea let me help you up"

I run to her and grab her elbow for support and saw her discomfort.

"I can walk naman eh you dont need to do it, Charlene might think na iniwan mo yung mga bata sa driveway so you have to return."

What? Di paba niya alam ang nangyari samin ni Charlene?

I ignored her protests and continue helping her, hanggang sa makarating kami sa Condo niya.

"Wait a minute"

I dont know why I did it, pero I looked for the secret hole behind the Flower pot and get the key.

What's worse eh bunuksan ko pa ang pinto at inalalayan yan through the sofa.

Somehow narealize ko yung ginawa ko at tumingin sa kanya..Yes I think overstep some boundaries....

"Ahhhh im sorrrry ahhh Medyo nasanay kasi ako eh"

I noticed that her lips is quivering and she looks really confused.....

Like she's about to cry...

Okey Aga goodluck convincing her now..

End of chapter.

Ps. Yung condo ni lea ay sa Muntinlupa.