Miss Me?

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Lea POV

As I walked towards the door I felt he's gaze on me, How I wish na mapatawad niya ako.

Tama bang sinabi ko sa kanya ang lahat.

I feel so guilty about it for the past two years, Natatakot ako na pag nalaman niya, he'll hate me.

And Rob, even he didn't know the truth, but if he did alam kong matagal na kaming naghiwalay, matagal ng sira ang pamilya ko.

That lie keep my family. But that lie is also the reason of my sadness.

Me and my Mom are now having a nice meal, courtesy of yours only, I do know how to cook naman noh.

"Maria, anong gagawin mo ngayon dun sa kotse mo"

Mom said.

Sinabi ko narin sa kanya na nabangga ang kotseng minamaneho ko, she's a lil hysterical about it tho I'm fine, pero sympre I didn't tell her about my lil rendevouz with Aga at the garden. Baka atakihin sa puso eh.

"Leave it to my people, ill be fine anyways, wala namang nakakaalam na sakin yun at isa pa I'm sure inayos narin ni Aga....He knows that I dont want media all around my business"

I said taking a huge bite, hmmmm that feel amazing.

"Business ka diyan, Clumsiness sabihin mo.. Oh linisin mo nato.. I'll go na"

Nanay ko talaga napaka.

After an hour I'm already at my bed, hindi pa ako makatulog, hindi ko makalimutan ang nangyari.

Did I just tell him everything?

Am I free?

No, hindi pa.... not yet.

"Lea, you need sleep"

I told myself and turn to look at the clock. It's already 11 pm.

My mind has another plan for tonight, balak niya akong guluhin..arrgggg why do I keep hearing he's voice.
.........
"Why didn't you tell me Lea"

"What's the point in telling, your married , I'm married"

"I would have figth for you, I would have tell you that I love you and that I'll marry you if it's the last thing I'd do"

"I didn't know Aga, I..I..I try to leave after.. What he did to me, andun ka you saw how miserable I am. Pero tanga ako eh! I can't leave him cause he's my husband and because he's the father of my daughter!"

"He fucking rape you! Tell me! Pagmamahal ba yun?...Lea you should have told me... it's also my child"

"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Aga.... I know that it was yours pero di ko maamin sa sarili ko na...."
My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of my door.

"Hon?"

No.

"Miss me?"

End of chapter

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