End is the beginning

The Party

AN { look at the multimedia to see what their wearing}

Lea POV

What happened earlier with Dawn is totally not me...

No, hindi ako ang taong umiiyak sa public places, at lalong hindi ako ang taong umiiyak sa harapan ng Tao *outside of theater*

But when it comes to him, I'm like the weakest person.....

Tinitiis ko lang lahat ng nakikita ko kanina, but when she said that, and talagang tumingin pa sa akin... With emphatic eyes ... I've lost it, I have to get out cause if not... Baka mag break down ako sa harapan ng maraming tao.....

I can't bealive him, I can't bealive that I let myself bealive that there's a hope for us.... Kanina lang ang saya-saya ko, kahit na walang sense ang pinag-uusapan namin, at kahit na meron akong stalker...until that insipid woman arrived....

Alam kong wala akong karapatang magalit sa kanya, she's right.... Aga is the father of her children.... And I'm nothing......

I'm even married...

I'm here at my condo with Nicole and my brother Gerard, with he's wife.... Wala parin si Rob, maybe he's not coming home early.....

"Ate, I thought meron kayong party, and your gonna have a mini performance.... Bakit hindi kapa nagbibihis??"

Gerard said, ever the sweetest lil brother.....

"Yeah I know, pwede ko bang I-Boycott yun??"

"Ate, we're the Salonga's, wala sa vocabulary natin ang word na Boycott no! Get your ass up and get dress"

"Gerard" "Gerard"

Sabay naming sabi ng Asawa niya..

"Si Nicole oh.... * pointing Nicole* *sabay batok"

I look at my Daughter, she's buisy playing Miner Crap....

"Princess, is it okey if Mommy went out tonight..... You'll be staying with uncle G.."

I said, she nod her head yes...... Nako adik na talaga ang anak ko sa games.. I kissed her checks and stand up..

"Okey you win, watch for my daughter ha ...... "

I said, and went to my room...

I realized, bakit ayaw kong pumunta

dahil sa witch na yun??? Because of him??

Dawn is right, I don't need her permission....Dammit!!! wala akong pakialam kahit mag landian sila magdamag....

So I picked my favorite outfit, a black sequined dress (ended just below the knee) that complemented my skin tone, I wear my diamond earing, and apply some light make up.