End is the beginning

The Diva's

AN { sorry for late update, I've been very buisy a school this past few days}

Lea POV

Arghhh!! Why do I effin feel this way! Kanina pa kami paulit ulit sa scene namin ni Dawn and it's not like I'm gonna swing from the roof and sing some Miss Saigon song!!!, nakakahiya na! But I can't help it.. When I'm doing the take I feel sad,and mad, and

dissapointed?????

Jelous??????

No! Sweet Mary! I'm not. I'm not jealous. Period

Nakakaasar lang kasi eh, just yesterday he's kissing me like I'm the last woman in the world and like my lips is made of some honey and now NOW! he's saying that he love this woman in front of me????

What is that?

But I'm not jealous.

Well maybe he's mad at me, because of what? Because I didn't tell him that I was pregnant of he's child? Because of ..

"Miss Lea, do you want to take a break?"

Dawn said, touching my arm....

TSS! Do I look like I need it?

I don't need it! I'm Lea Salonga and I can damn well Act. Dammit!

"No. Just go on direk. I'm fine"

I went back to my last position on the bed, I'm sick in this movie I have a Cancer so I'm basically dying, and She's here to tell me that I should let Aga go. Yup! How Ironic

"Lights, Camera, take 4!! ACTION!"

okey. Here we go.

"*cough* what *cough* are you doing here *cough* "

Dawn went to sit by me and stroke my hair.

"Carmen, I know that you've read my letter... What I'm asking you is selfish I know, pero it's for the good.."

Now she's crying.. Kaya ko ring umiyak ng ganon kabilis noh....tss

"Selfish? That's understatement.. *sobbing* I love him *cough* .... And you *sob* want me to let him go??? "

I try to sit up, and make it look like I'm in pain.

"I'm dying...and I want to be with him *sobbing* don't take *sob* it away"

I grab her face with my both hands and look her straight in the eye.. Medyo nagulat siya cause it's not in the script.

Yup! I'm a theater actress dear, I don't just follow the script.

"I love him..... I love your Man...*hininhingal mode* please *hingal pa more* please.."

I acted like I'm out of breath, I grasp my chest and cries at the same time.

"Carmen! Among nangyayari? Doc! Nurse help!! Help"

I continue my acting and Dawn is now shaking me.

"CUT! THAT WAS AMAZING!!"

That was easy, I return to my original cool self and stand up, everyone is cheering us, what can I say we're totally great...... I told you I can act.