Takes of the Lost Shinigami: The Beginning

The eye's of a Lost Star

"The eyes I possess aren't the ones of my father, nor are they the ones of his ancestors that were considered to be actual demons than humans."

"The eye's I hold are more different than anyone or any demon whose possessed powers of the Star clan; my eyes are filled with the unfathomable powers of despair and sorrow only to be awoken by a great and horrible loss."

"At a young age, possibly around the years of six or seven, I experienced my first and traumatic loss, I had lost the only two people in my life I had ever considered being my parent's." "Boro Grazatchi and his wife, Mitashu."

"Boro and Mitashu were both my Teacher's and my Master's through them I was able to learn about my birth family and my family's heritage, they knew more about various clans and tribes than any book or information specialist."

"Boro himself was a man of ancient knowledge he traveled around the world learning about Tribes and their traditions." "Mitashu was somewhat similar, but instead of learning the proper etiquette, she instead had masters multiple and various styles of Weaponry, including advanced warfare systems; she was Exceptionally good with weapons, especially guns."

"My parents had been assassinated while I was away on a covert ops mission, my mother had been stabbed six times in the heart and had most of her skin sliced from her entire body as if she been skinned like an animal." "Her legs and thighs had been severed from her body while her head had been mounted on the door of our home."

"My father Boro had a more simplistic death; his body had been crushed and placed into a meat grinder inside of a factory then later had been used as ingredients for various types of pie's." "The worst part, in my opinion, was the fact that the pie's where delivered to my mother under false pretenses."

"The note said that they were from my father as an Aniversary gift; she didn't realize it was my father till she found his ring amid the last pie. laying there in shock, the entire house had been surrounded by Secret Op assassin that had only one goal which was to kill her."

"So I can truly and honestly say that my eyes are not the ones filled with anger nor rage that oversees all and promotes an unfathomable rage of violence." "It was something more in-depth and personal than that, which is something I choose not to speak about."

As he stood there listening, the First Master had concluded that Star's eyes were indeed a silent form of rage the kind that can only be formed by a type of emotional hurt and sadness that would never in actuality be seen or shown to others due to his calming and strengthening nature. He felt as even though what had happened was a great wrong; the world itself had given Star a great gift in exchange, almost like The way of wisdom bestowed onto the weak, that was given from the wise.

Black Star also mentioned that his long life goal was to resurrect someone that was close to him, as they meant the entire world to him, and their death was the real awakening of his eyes. The person or thing, however, was never disclosed, so the First Master would have no way of figuring out how to help Star even if he wanted to, but he feels as if Star had done so purposely. Signifying that he wouldn't want anyone interfering with his goals or trying to help, looking towards Star, the First Master would let out a faint smile.

"Star, I want you to know that even though I don't truly know or remember you at all, in a way I'm still your former friend Kiddomaru, but in a more realistic point and sense of view, I'm not."

"We're still two entirely different people." "In my sense of realism, I don't honestly know my name or who I am." "Nor do I know why I'm even here on this planet, and my main goal in life as of now is to find out my past and to know why I lost them in the first place."

Chuckling to himself, Star Sighed aloud as he slowly proceeded to put up his weapons while his Stary eyes had turned back to their normal pupils.

" I knew from the start that you weren't Kid, but when your Aura had begun to glow white, the symbol of Kiddomaru's eternal pureness, I started to feel as though I was mistaken."

"I had sensed my old friend Kid and his soul at that moment, but as I had drawn closer and closer, your aura and power had drastically changed, and at the moment, I knew you weren't kid..... at least not anymore....."

"I don't know the relationship between you and Kid." "Being truthful, I don't care what it is, but out of a sense of respect for my old friend, I'll help you out on your journey to the best of my ability."