Depression,
Leave Me Alone.
You cause me to fight,
Think less of myself.
When you come around I feel like I have no one.
I want to leave marks on my body,
Which leaves a permanent memory of the pain.
I get it,
You want me to hurt.
But what caused you to attack me?
Am I easy?
Am I breakable?
Depression,
Leave me alone,
I am not your martyr.
I won't succumb to your level.
I am a fighter,
You are nothing without my fear.
We are not friends,
As you wish we could be.
I do not welcome you to my body.
I have enough permanent marks on myself from our wars,
Why is it you believe I need more?
Depression,
You can go now.
You are not wanted here.
I will not take the medication that makes me feel nothing.
I want to feel something,
Just not what you bring me.
Depression,
You can forget our treaty.
It's null and void.
I need you.
You are my energy in which I survive.
I am sorry I said those hurtful things
Please by my friend.
My best friend.
I love you.
I need you.
I want to feel something.
I am numb.
Depression,
You've caused me to relapse,
Why have you betrayed me?
Now I have more memories to haunt me.
These marks will never fully fade.
My heart is breaking.
You're the worst friend ever.
Please,
Just go.
Depression,
I need you to leave.
I'm not going to force you away.
My body is far too weak now.
You've created intense sadness within me.
I can't sleep,
I need you gone.
Pack your things and go.
Deprssion,
GO!
(Feel the feels!)
YOU ARE READING
disconsolate ✔️
Poetry*COMPLETED* Putting in words your emotions is like attempting to catch a butterfly without a net. It's nearly impossible. But when an emotion is strong enough and you need a release, poetry is there. Poetry is meant to be an emotional release, a way...
