Trapped

Can I Fix Us?

Sometimes, I feel like everytime I let someone in. Something bad happens. This time, it was my fault. I hurt the one I said i'd never hurt. I accused her of something she didn't do and promised she'd never do. I didn't realize what I had done until she'd told me that I HURT HER THE MOST. That's when I heard myself scream "WAKE THE FUCK UP BRISHANNA! HELLO, DO YOU REALIZE WHAT YOU'RE ABOUT TO LOSE?! SNAP OUT OF IT"! Man, I realized that i'm fucking up more than ever. It hurts me to know that I hurt her. It almost seems uncomprehendable. I have no one to blame but myself for all this. I've owned up to my wrong doing and realizing that I fucked up. I just hope that I didn't fuck up the vision that I had for US. It kills me that we don't talk everyday, talk on the phone, be corny and shit. It kills me because I did something I thought i'd never do. That ain't me. But EVERYDAY, I try harder and harder to get my Princess back, My Everything I'd do anything to get The One I Love Back. I said "FOREVER AND I MEAN THAT". At times, I can't even sleep because i'm steady thinking about HER. I've been about her since DAY FUCKING 1, NOT ONCE HAVE I LEFT HER SIDE EVEN WHEN SHE GAVE ME REASONS. She's the one I wanna spend my life with and no matter what happens IT'LL ALWAYS BE HER. FUCK LOVE IF IT AIN'T WITH HER. And I'm Being So Fuckin Honest Right Now Because She Showed Me What True Love REALLY IS and I Did The Same For Her. SHE GAVE ME HER ALL AND I GAVE HER MY ALL. What Is Love If It Ain't With Her? Nobody Can Answer That. Not Even Me Because If I Can't Have FOREVER with HER, THEN I DON'T WANT IT WITH ANYBODY ELSE. And that's a FACT. And I'll Continue To Fight For Her Because Deep Down, I Know She Knows My Heart, And I've Fought For Her Before . But Now, I Gotta Fight HARDER Than I Ever Have. I Just Wish She Could See Herself Through My Eyes Because In My EYES, She's The PERFECT PERSON And Everyday and Night, I Ask GOD To Bring My Princess back home because honestly, I Can't see her not being in my life and I don't wanna even imagine it nor think about it. I cry at times, because I just want her with me. I cry because I hope and pray that I didn't fuck up the vision. Please, come back home