STUFF OF RANDOM

This is serious

Okay, I have something to talk about.

Ever since Markiplier uploaded his video about Daniel (Cyndago)'s passing. I checked this link: (#spon) http://youtube.wikia.com/wiki/Deceased_YouTubers to see if his name was included. And of course, it was. Then I kept scrolling to see my other youtubers (Monty, Eddsworld ;-;) and while scrolling...I realized. There are so many suicides and suicide attempts. Like Cyndago, his death was caused by a suicide attempt. But then I ask myself, why?

Why would you do such a thing when you have about 1,000+ people that have decided to care about you? Who've laughed at your content? Who've cared and commented on your videos? Us fans care about your opinions and thoughts. We like your personality, we like YOU. So why give it up?

I mean, I can understand if they've had trauma when they were younger. BUT I'M PRETTY SURE YOU GET OVER IT WHEN YOUR 30 OR SOMETHING. Cause you can't just cling onto this one memory forever. You need to move on eventually. You have friends, and if you don't. You can make internet friends with your fans maybe.

It's just I really don't get it. Ok...actually the only reason this MAY be acceptable is when the problem is youtube. And I hate it. Fans from higher youtubers (Pewds, Nigahiga, Smosh, etc) always have high expectations for beginning and smaller youtubers. Which, they don't cause maybe they have not much money to buy good equipment. Or again, because they're just beginning. So don't expect them to have HIGH quality content.

And death in general is just depressing.

Ok, this chap was too sirius. Sirius black. NO WAIT THAT WAS TOO UN CALLED FOR.

Anyways...yeah