Broken

chapter 14

Arial P.O.V

"Hello" I spoke unsure but will aware the boys and girls are looking at me.

"Arial"

"Dady"

"Where are you for almost a week?"

A week?? I thought, when did you realize I was missing yesterday?!??!?! I decided to ignore it,

"Somewhere "

"Whatever young lady your school had called multiple of times! Because you are missing out"

"I miss you" I interrubted

"When will you be back" he asked not paying any attention

"Dady? is that why you called?"

"I called because of your inappropriate behaviour!!"

I fought back the tears totally forgetting I was around people.

"It would be nice if you missed me daddy. Did you... miss me ...at all?" I asked taking a brief moment after each word.

He did not speak just huffed.

"Will if you are too contemptuous to say it; I will, daddy I miss you" I said

"Arial I need to go now. I need to be in the operation room in 2 minutes, Come back home soon."

The tears ran freely down my cheeks. He did not even give a FOUCK!!!

Well what am I so shocked about???  its not like he did not visit when I was in Rehab.

My so called Dad did not visit me for the whole 6 months I was in Rehab except once to pay for the treatment cause he could not send the money.

<he does not want you, you are worthless, even your father doesn't like you>

My thoughts got interrupted by someone calling my name.

I looked around the boys gathered around me.

"Are you okay" Eleanor asked
Huh! since when does she care?

"Excuse me " I said getting up leaving Louis's phone on the sofa.

I headed to the seat behind the window, at the very back of the bus, Which is now considered mine.

My sketch and pencil had been laying there so I took them started scratching something that I do not know slowly my tears began exploding I cried loudly.

"I can't do this anymore " I spoke

"WHAT HAVE I DONE???? I DID NOT MEAN IT " I added

It's you. Should have been you. All your fault. The voices got louder.

"NO ... STOP !!!! "I said my hands flying to my ears.

I took the pencil diging it's sharp niddle in my wrists.

Aghhhh!! a loud scream escaped my lips,

"Arial stop" I heard I turned around Nill stood there he ran hugging me.

"Baby you're okay I am here" he said

I cried louder "No stay away I hate you I hate everyone leave me alone" I said angry sobbes escaping my mouth.

"NIALL LEAVE ME! " I screamed hitting his chest and back he did not let go,

He kept rubbing my back holding me tightly.

I eventually calmed down.

I cried loudly in his chest hugging him back.

"I'm sorry I'm so sorry " I said

He carried me putting me on his bunk "Liam!! " he called loudly
Liam and Sophi and Eleanor came running.

"Get me the Aid Kit quickly" Niall said.

The girls eyes widened my wrist dripped blood exsisvly

"Let me do it" I heard Eleanor
She bandeged my wrist softly.

I ask again since when does she care but Eleanor carring side or sympathy, pity, it might likly be.. what ever it was it suits her better.

I drifted to sleep only a moment later.

Not long till I woke up again my nightmare hunting me.

"Baby you okay? " I heard Niall beside me

"What happened? " I asked

"Your dad called... you got angry and stared crying " He said
I placed a hand over my head.

"Did I do that? " I asked referring to my bandeged wrist lookin at Niall.

He nodded

I broke his promise he must be angry now no question.

"I'm so sorry Niall "

"It's okay Ari, it was foolish of me to make you promise I know it takes time"

I went closer to him laying my head on his chest.

He cadastred my hair. It occurred to me that I can trust these people they deserve explanation to what is going on; even that Eleanor girl she might not seem friendly ... okay only at the beginning, but I can't blame her it was said that her boyfriend cheated on her with me. I know I said it a billion times, but it's true.

Laying there with his arms around me I felt so comfortable and safe my heart was beating a mile a minute. Having Niall so close to me was nice as he played with my hair and kissed my forehead.

I couldn't help but smile straight from my heart I could see how much you cared from the look in your eyes made  me never want to let you go to just stay wrapped in your arms forever where nothing else matters but you and me.

Real smooth Arial, I smiled

I thought.

No he deserves better. Niall has treated me in past few days; since I have known him actually, better than anyone I had known throughout the past years.

"Where is everyone else? "
I asked

"They're all in the l.."

"Let's go" I interrubted Niall getting up

"What is wrong? " he asked

I gave him a hand to get up he did I walked behind him.

"Guys? ?" I spoke

"Hay! you okay love?" Louis asked, I nodded

"I need to tell you you something" I said looking at them.

They looked at each other nodding.

I took a long breath motioning for Niall to set down.

"Okay you have to promise you will not judge and try to understand" I said

"Okay what is this about " Eleanor asked back to her stupid rude way.

"Eleanor, I'm sorry if I ever did anything that made you hate Me, I'm truly sorry if I could go back in time and re - do it I would. I am not in a relationship with Louis it was all just a misunderstandment."

Louis coughed obviously not expecting me to say it out loud but I'm planning on getting it all out today.

She rolled her eyes, muttering a 'whatever.'

"Okay with that being said," I took a breath looking up then at Niall, "I killed my Mom"

I'm extremely sorry for this short and late updated I promise I will make it up to you. But the thing is  I am extremely busy these days. Hopefully you will understand. Thank you so much comments and votes make my day please make my day if you care.

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