Shattered Heart

Blurs

Why is it that I feel I'm the most insignificant human on this earth?

Why is it that of happy thoughts and memories, in myself I always find a dearth?

Why is it that when someone is sad, I always think that I'm the reason?

Why is it that in my life, there exists no change of season?

Why is it that when I think about happiness, a dark oblivion of sadness comes to my mind?

Why is it that everything that I yearn for, I am never able to find?

Why is it that when I try to reach out to people, I'm never able to find the right things to say?

Why is it that I feel I'm the only one, who's left in this maze to lay?

Why is it that I feel like the entire world's weight has been placed on my heart?

Why is it that I feel that sooner or later, I'm going to be torn apart?

Why is it that whenever there's a puzzle to solve, I'm never given a clue?

Why is it that whenever I feel sad, it's always out of the blue?

Why is it that when the world is happy, I'm always feeling sad?

Why is it that everytime I say what I feel, people begin to call me mad?

Why is it that whenever I see you, I feel like I'm in a daze?

Why is it that whenever I find clarity, life blurs out into a haze?

Why is it that when you're anywhere around, it's like I'm put into a trance?

Oh life, to live you, will I ever get another chance?

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