Damn , Damn ..
Here we go again .
Loving you , causes me so much pain
But you don't see it
You'd never see it
So why ...
Apologize ?
I was just doing what I had to do baby ...
An eye for an eye
God knows I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to break your heart , your heart babe
God knows I never meant to turn you out ...
Never meant to take it that far , that far baby ..
God knows I never meant to hurt you ...
78 missed calls .. I looked at my phone and turned it off . " Damn babygirl , he worried about you . " L laughed . I pushed him in the chest , " I'm hungry . " I said pecking his lips , " Cook for me . " I smiled . " Huh ? " He said , looking down at me .. " I need to go get my hearing aid , I can't hear nothing you saying. " He laughed . I started laughing , then went into the kitchen , I stood over the sink breathing heavy . I started crying which led me to hyperventilate . " You okay ? " L said , rushing to my side . " He hit me . " I cried into his shoulders , it had been 3 days , I still don't want to see Keeron . I went home once , assured he was at work , to get clothes . " Damn , I know it sound funny coming from me .. But , he was angry Lil mama . " He said , holding my chin . I snatched away , " How COULD you ? " I screamed ! " Take his side , after all we've been through ! You want me to go make up with him ?! " I cried . " You need to calm yo Lil ass down , hormones got you angry and shit .. Ion like it. " He said , walking out the kitchen . I went to the bedroom to pack my clothes , " I'm leaving . " I said before walking out , he sat on the couch and nodded , " crazy ass . " he mumbled with a laugh . I threw something at him , I don't know what it was .. but it was close . I drove to Rays house and knocked , she wasn't there ..
Time to face the music . I cried on the way to my house .
I got my keys out my purse . I would make Keeron go get my bags out the car . I unlocked the door , and walked in . The garage was down , so I didn't actually know if he was there or not . I went to the kitchen first , nope . The TV was on in the living room , I went to cut it off .. What's the purpose for having it on if You won't watch it . I shook my head , shutting it off . Then I heard , light moans coming from my bedroom . I clutched my chest . He wouldn't .. I felt the steam coming from my eyes and ears as I headed to the bedroom . I slowly opened the door . I fell to my knees . " Oh shit hey baby ! " He hurried over to me . I screamed , " GET AWAY from me !!! " I slapped him . Hard . I went to the closet , getting all his clothes , " GET THE FUCK OUT ! " I yelled , opening the window to throw his clothes . I looked over to my bed . " Bitch , why are you still here ? " I said , with tears rolling down my cheeks . " Lia , I'm Sorry ! " She said getting up out the bed. " FUCK YOU SHERAY . " I screamed , " BOTH OF YOU , GET OUT MY HOUSE .. BEFORE I CALL THE POLICE. " Keeron grabbed the rest of his clothes , " Baby .. " He reached out for me , I pulled away .. " fuck you . " I managed to get out in between my cries. " You ain't shit . " I cried . ray came in front if me , " Lia , I'm so sorry ! " She cried . " I know this is unforgi---- " I punched her in her face . " Get ... out .... My .... House . " I said . She got out from the floor , and walked out . Keeron sat on my bed . " UGGHHH . " I screamed , I paced to the kitchen . I looked in the drawer for a knife . I made my way back to the room . " I gotta ask you again ? " I said , crying. " You doing all thus for nothing !!! You act like you ain't been cheating . " He yelled . " You fucked my best friend !!!!! " I cried . " That baby ain't MINE . " he smirked . I slapped him , and dropped the knife . " Get out .. " I said , calmly . He walked out . I grabbed my phone and called the locksmith .
I called up my friend Erin , and told her what happened . She came into my house . I sat on the edge of my bed , with red , puffy eyes . " Oooh baby . " She said , sitting beside me . " I can't imagine your pain . " She rocked me back and forth in her arms . I cried , until I was sleep .
" Hey Baby . " L said " Hey . " I said , dryly . " You sight ? " He asked , sounding concerned . " Come over . " I said , then hung up .. l was outside of my house within the next 10 minutes .. he walked in , looked at me then hugged me tightly . " I love you , man . " He said , interrupting me telling him about Keeron & Ray . " I'll never do you like that .. " He hugged me tightly . But , Lia .. you gotta stop crying , its not good for my baby . " He said , pulling me into a hug .
Lia in the MM ^
