Excuse any errors..
Sick of this keep it on the DL shit ..
Say you with the bros when you out with a bitch ..
Say you at the crib when you leaving her place .
Pulled up to ya crib and you lied in my face ...
He like , " baby , you my all and all .. I was in the bathroom when I missed ya call . "
Nawl , you was in the backseat sweating like a athlete doing everything that you said you wouldn't . ✊
Flashback ********
" You ready Miss Kahlia ? " The nurse asked coming into the room . " Yes . " I smiled , it was the day of my discharge. " Baby , get Kahlils Bag . " I called out to L . " Gotcha .. " He replied . " Everything's set Ma . " He kissed me . " Let's go .. " During the ride home , I explained to L that the late night visits , and staying gone all day ALL that had to END . He seemed pretty cool with my decisions .
I paced my room , " bitch . " I mumbled . My hand shook while I tried to dial Erin's number . " Come get me . " I said , soon as she answered " Lia , its 2 AM , and I'm almost 5 I'm pregnant let me sleep . " " Pleaaaasee ! I'll cry . " " I'm on my way . " She said , in a groggy voice . I called Ray next , " Aye ? you wanna come watch Lil for me ? " " I'm on my way . " This bitch . It sounded like she was in a club or something . I put on my sneakers , and put my hair in a ponytail . L really wanted to start this shit again ? We were okay for the first 6 months since Kahlil has been home , but now he wants to play .. I rubbed my eyes and yawned , I was sleepy as hell .. I have my own car , but I really shouldn't be driving in this mood .
SissyErin : I'm outside .
Damn , Erin got here quick , now I have to wait for Ray . I called her , " I'm pulling in . " She yelled . I walked downstairs and opened the door , " Lil is upstairs sleeping , he shouldn't be a bother . " I hugged her , " Okay .. I may be sleep when you get back though . " She laughed . " Okay . " I hurried to the car with Erin .
" Right here . " I pulled up to L's babymama's house . " Just like I thought . " His car was outside .. " Its to EARLY for this shit . " Erin mumbled . " Fuck THAT ! " I got out , and walked up to the door . " OPEN THIS FUCKING DOOR . " I yelled . The light skin bitched walked to the door , " Look .. lia , you not finna wake up my baby . " She smirked , walking outside . " Where's LaTrey ? " I ignored her . " Sleeping . Like we all were . " She started to walk back into the house . " Bitch , I will fucking kill you . " I yelled , " LATREY YOU BETTER GET YOUR ASS DOWN HERE NOW . " I yelled , walking past her" You sound so STUPID . " She said . " Girl , if he wanted to .. He would've been down here . He missed my bed . Let that man sleep . " She laughed . I walked up to her and punched her , she fell . " Sleep on that stupid bitch . " And I walked back to Erin's car . " Your crazy as hell . " She laughed . I let out a small smile , to hide the fact that I wanted to cry . " I can go home now . " She drove me home . " Goodnight sissy . " I said , getting out the car .
I woke up to Erin throwing up . " I don't get it . " She cried as I walked in , " I didn't drink anything . Why am I so sick ? " She rubbed her eyes . I sat down beside her , " You think your pregnant again ? " I pulled her hair back into a ponytail . " Don't tell Bray please . " She started to cry ," Its his right ? " I asked , raising my eyebrow . " Yes . but we're not together right now . He has Eric . " I didn't know any of that .. I knew Erin had been going through a lot but I didn't know her sons father had won custody of him Bray and Erin were highschool sweethearts but with Erin's desire to party they drifted away and Bray decided to take his child with him . I didn't know they were still fucking around though . " Erin , baby I'm sorry . " " Its all my fault . " She cried into my shoulder . After a few minutes I spoke up , " I love you and all ... But I'm going to need you to brush your teeth . " I laughed . She chuckled , " I'm about to head home , I need to shower . "
After Erin left , I had time to think about what happened last night . I hurried upstairs , and started to pack . Its time to leave Atlanta . A new start for me and my baby . I was interrupted by my phone ringing . I gasped when I saw who it was , " Keeron ? " I answered the phone , " Lia ? " He sounded bad . " Come over please ?? " he started to cry . " I'll be right there . " I had heard over social media that He had just got out of the hospital .. he had attempted suicide. Although I knew it wasn't , I felt like this was all my fault .. I cried , as I continued to pack Kahlil's and My things.
