In and Out
It ain't no In and Out
Either you in or out
Are you in or out ?
We go in & out ..
" Ughh .. " I groaned looking over to my alarm clock . ' 6:48 ' .. I felt nauseous . I headed to the kitchen for a Gingerale .. Before I could drink it , I felt it come up .. I ran to the bathroom , bending over the toilet . " Oh Lord No .. " I prayed , putting my hand on my head .. I smacked my forehead a couple of times , " Stupid. " " Stupid . " I repeated . I cried , hard .. I can't be ! No ! Lord , please ...
I must've fell asleep in the bathroom . I woke up the bed . Alone . I rolled over to look at the clock . ' 2:33 ' I got up out the bed , I heard Ray singing Lost Without You , by Robin Thicke . I held my laughter standing by the door . I walked out , to see her dancing with my broom . I burst into laugher . " Oooh BITCH , You almost got jumped on ! " She said , laughing . " This is my house . " I said , raising an eyebrow . " Mi Casa , Su Casa . " She blew a kiss at me . I walked into the kitchen , still laughing . " Your annoying ass husband told me to come stay with you , and make sure you were okay .. he said he found you in the bathroom , with snot & dried up tears and your face .. " She laughed . I laughed , " Lie . " I said , Clutching my forehead . " Damn . " I said .. " My head is aching . " I said , making my way to the couch . " A best friends job is never done . " She said , smirking at me . " I miss being pregnant . " She said , looking down at me . " What ? " I said , avoiding eye contact . " Your pregnant Lia . " She said , plopping down on my couch. " Not . " I laughed , " Stop Ray . " She rubbed my belly , silently praying , " Lord , please let my best friend Lia Armona be pregnant , Jr needs somebody to play with , but I can't bare being horny everyday anymore . Because , I always get the crazy boyfriends , while this bitch .... oh , please forgive me , female . Doesn't realize she got a good dude on her hands . " I punched her in her arm ! " Get off me . " I laughed. " I'll be right back . " She smiled , jumping up .. Grabbing her keys .
She was back after about 30 minutes . " Take it . " She threw a bag at me . " Nope . " I said . " Okay , I'll just tell Keeron . He'll make you take it . " She smirked . " Bitch . " I mumbled .
" OOOOOOH , Ima be a AUNTIE ! " She screamed . I sat on the couch , with my head in my hands . Fuck . Ray ran to the radio , plugged in her phone and played Confessions Pr2 by Usher . I burst into laugher , and she danced , singing to me . She pulled me into a hug. " Baby , your not going through this alone . I'm by your side every step of the way . " She smiled .. " Stop with allllaat . " I laughed , " Ew . " She backed up , pushing me away , " L Thug ass rubbing off on you . " She laughed . We sang along to Usher sings all that day . I truly got blessed with the best BESTfriend in the world . She made me smile st the worst moments .
" Hey baby . " L said , coming into my house . " Hey . " I smiled . " Why you called me by ? " He said , putting his arms around me .. " Just to watch a movie . " I got lonely because Keeron was at work , and Ray was at Jr's school . We watched many different movies on Netflix . I just wanted to chill , lay up , laugh and cry .. No sex . " L , we have to stop .. " I blurted out . I laid across the couch , on his lap . " Stop what ? " He asked , kissing my forehead . " Everything , we should be friends . " I said. He got up from my couch , grabbing his keys . " Man fuck you , I'm not doing this no more . " He said , walking out . I didn't run after him . I laid there . I meant what I said , I'm married and if he can't understand , its done . Friendship And all .
I got up , and went to the bathroom . I need to do something . I started to feel self-conscious . I pulled my shirt up , looking at my nonexistent pudge . Die my hair , get some new clothes. Something , anything . I miss the old me .
Ray in the MM ^^
