Hello
Yes , This is love calling
Its been so long
Since I was left falling , falling for you
For you ..
So , tell me what's her name and how long have y'all been together ?
Are you still the same ?
Or has she made you that much better ?
Cause when you were mine
Everything it was so beautiful
But baby , with time .. You up and let me go
Now I'm sitting , and I'm calling
Got me drinking Got me balling
and I hate that its all over you ..
" Damn . " I groaned , He hasn't stopped kicking all day . L came out the kitchen shaking his head . " What ? " I rolled my eyes . He shrugged . He kneeled down in front of me , he kissed my stomach . " I love you Lil man . " He whispered . I started to cry , " What's wrong L ? " " Nothing . " He let out a small smile . He hugged me tightly . " Don't make me cry . " I said , covering my face . He laughed , kissing my forehead . " Baby .. I gotta tell you some aight ? " " Okay . "
I laid down , watching ' Deadly Women . ' On investigation discovery . " My back hurts . " I said . " Want a massage ? " L asked . I smiled , "Always . " He massaged my back , while I browsed the TV . We were interrupted by a knock at the door . " Go to the back . " L whispered . " No ! " I replied . " Damn , Lia .. I'm not about to ARGUE with yo hard head ass ! Go to the back & HIDE . " I got up and hurried to the back . " Who is it ? " I heard L yell . No answer . He opened the door . " Where is she ? " I heard . " What you talking about ? " " My FIANCE bitch . " Keeron yelled . " KAHLIA ARMONA BLACK , Bring your ass out here ! " I stayed put . I know that L would be really mad if I moved . I heard a lot of stumbling and glass breaking . " Yeah , I got you now . " Keeron said . " Look man , If you not gone shoot it put it down . if you shoot it kill me or I'm fa sure gone kill you . " By this time , I cried hysterically while gripping my mouth . I heard rustling again , then 3 gunshots . My mouth fell to the floor . I heard the door open and close , then I ran out . L laid there , " No , " I cried , " You have to stay with me , stay with me , " I cried putting his head in my arms . I called 911 , " Yes . My boyfriend has been shot . Get here QUICK . " I screamed . " His aim ain't all that . " L whispered , coughing violently . I chuckled , " That's right baby , keep smiling . " I covered his womb . " Baby your not safe here . " He said , spitting out blood . " Leave . " " No , LaTrey. I'm not LEAVING you . " I cried . His glassy eyes rolled to the back , then he took his last breath . .
" We're so sorry Miss Black . " The detective said . " But , we need your help to find out who did this ! " " Keeron Drives . " I mumbled . " Your sure ? " He said , holding my hand . I lifted my head and nodded . My phone vibrated , it was Erin . I answered it , but didn't say anything . " Don't move , I'm on my way ! " She said over the phone , then hung up . I put my head down . This can't be happening .
My phone rang , it said unknown .. I looked over at the clock ' 7:43 AM ' I groaned , I had a horrible headache . " Hello ? " I answered , dryly . " Is this Kahlia ? " I heard a young female answer . " Yea . " " Hey ? can we meet somewhere , I have something to discuss with you . " " Nah , you can't tell me now ? " She was starting to annoy me . " I'm sorry . " She paused , " I'm pregnant by L . " I dropped my phone . I got up , letting the stream of tears fall . " Erin ? " I called out , walking down the stairs . " Yes mama ? " She said , rushing over to help me sit on the couch . has a baby ! " I cried " Who ? " " L . " She just stood there , " Lia , We're going out today . Go get cute . " She said , " I can't see you like this . " She turned around and continued to cook . " All my clothes are at his house . " I cried , putting my head down . " Let's go . "
I unlocked the door to L's apartment .. the blood stain , still there . I turned my head quickly , avoiding tears . I went to the bedroom to get my clothes . Erin stood in the doorway . " Hold on . " I said .. I sat on the bed , and picked up a pencil and paper
" December 21 , 2014 .
Hey Latrey . This is Goodbye . You might not remember but you were shot last week , you've been in a coma since then . Hopefully you pull through . Every set back is a set up for a major comeback . Too bad , me or my son won't be around for it . But , you do have many other opportunities and choices . Goodbye . "
" We can go . " I cried , placing the note on his bed . Erin placed her hand on my shoulder ," You sure your ready to leave Lia ? " " Yes . " I said , walking out .
I showered , then put on a yellow maxi dress with a slit down the side , black gladiator sandals & silver accessories . I sat down on the bed , and sighed . I'm exhausted . I put my hair in a messy bun , with a flower headband . I walked down the stairs to see Erin , sitting on the couch . She smiled , " Beautiful . " I blushed . " You told me to get cute . " I mumbled . We headed out. First to eat .. then the nail salon , I decided to get stiletto nails . " Them CUTE girl ! " Erin Yelled over my shoulder . I laughed .. On the way to the beauty salon , we listened to Jugg by Fetty Wap over and over again . I was enjoying myself . Once we made it to the beauty salon , I was hype . We walked in , and dominated the room . The girls stared . I smirked . I walked over to Ms.Evans , my hair stylist . She hugged me " I missed youuuu ! " She smiled , " I have something JUST for you ! "
" Ooooooh .. " I said , when I looked in the mirror . I smiled immediately . " Giirrrl ... " Erin said , coming up beside me . Then I saw Ray . I rolled my eyes . " Can we speak ? " She said , holding her head down . " No . " I said , paying Ms.Evans . Erin grabbed my hand , " Let's go . " " Lia , stop . " She grabbed me . I punched her before I knew it . Then , we walked out . I lost myself that quick .
" Hey Ms.Black . " The doctor walked in . " Hey . " I smiled . She set up the things for my ultrasound . " I'm so sorry about everything . Its extremely hard to go through being pregnant . And , we're going to induce you in the next 3 weeks . " This made my face light up with excitement . I'm ready for my little man .. its been so hard ! I can hardly wait . " Can't wait . " I replied .
Erin left for work not to long ago .. I sat on the couch watching Gone Girl . It was Christmas Eve and because all my family lived in Georgetown , I really didn't have anything to look forward to tomorrow . Usually visit , but because it was so close to my due date , she suggested I didn't .
" Hey Maaaa . " I cooed into the phone
I decided not to tell her about all my problems . I knew my brother would be on a flight down here ASAP .
" Hey Poohney . " She said .
" Mmm ... " I frowned . Holding my tears .
" What's Wrong ? "
" I just miss y'all . " My voice cracked .
" Baby .. you can visit anytime , or we can visit you ? " She said in a concerned voice .
" I'm okay ma . I'll visit as soon as Lil man can . "
" Your not okay Lia . And You've always been okay with talking to me , why not now ? "
" Don't wanna stress myself , ma .. "
" Okay , well .. I love youuuuuu poohney bear . " She cooed" " Oh Girl , Shut up . " I laughed .
" For real Poohney . " She chuckled
" I'm coming home ma . "
