Finding me

Chapter 14:

Abby's POV:

I got out of my bed and carefully opened the door. Evie gave birth to hers and Nialls son Brady just about four hours ago. Her, Niall, Terry and Clem came home to sleep. I was on my way to Terry's room (the guest room) to talk. My mom had came back to drop Terry off because I wanted her to stay. Clem's room is on the second floor as well.

"Terry?" I called through the darkness. There was rustling and the light switched on.

"Abby?" She asked.

"Yeah. I can't sleep. I need to talk to someone."

"C'mere." She says.

"I don't know what to do. My dad seemed to have everything together before I came here. He had a wife a daughter and a son on the way." A tear ran down my check.

"If you want we can just go home. I mean I know you came here to meet him but if you don't feel comfortable then we should leave."

"The thing is I want to stay but I want to fit in more. If I live with him then what would it look like to walk around with blonde parents, a three year old red head sister and a ew born baby brother? I'm a brunette and for gods sake I look like a twenty year old!" I practically screamed.

"That's how I feel with my family." She said tears welling up.

Terry had short brown hair and brown eyes. She was tall and slim because she played basketball. Her two sisters had long blonde hair like their mom and green eyes like her dad. Her brother and dad had blonde hair too but her brother had blue eyes from their mom.

"I'm sorry for bringing you along." I whisper.

"It's fine! It was fun to come here and meet your dad." She said hugging me.

"First thing tomorrow we leave. Besides I promised Shawn that we'd make out at the pond near my house." I smiled sheepishly.

"Funny. Now go to bed!" She said pushing me off the bed.

"Ok good night!" I say.

"Goodnight." She said turning the light off.

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I opened my eyes to a blinding light and saw Terry holding her bags.

"Get up. No ones awake and if we leave now we can be home by 10:40." She set her stuff down and came to my bed. "You know your dad was pretty nice to give you this huge room and fully furnish it in hoped you'd visit some day."

"Yeah." I sat up and picked my phone up. There were six unread messages, three new emails, a couple missed calls and a notification from Instagram.

"I took your phone because it was blowing up. I didn't want it to wake you up."

My phone was charging and was in its normal to place.

"I don't want to leave. I want to live with him forever." Tears were welling up in my eyes. The truth was I wanted things the way they were before. Mom and Jason never bothered me as much because they had their own children to focus on. Of course they would give me attention on holidays and my birthday and stuff. The only family men ever who payed attention to me and loved me was my grandma and aunt Jessica. Jess had a new baby a couple of months ago. Gram would always focus on me, way more than anyone else. So if Danny came up and wanted to be held by her she'd shoo her away and continue talking with me. At one point when I was ten I snuck into her car when she was packing to leave and she was about three fourths of the way home and then realized I was in the backseat sleeping.

"What? But what ab-" I stopped her.

"I don't care about my mom or Jason. I don't care about Shawn! I never liked him." She started at me.

"What?" She asked quietly.

"You heard me. I felt bad for him so I dated him." It was true. I felt bad because all of the girls rejected him, even though he was popular.

"You are the it girl right now. Do you really want to throw that away?" She asked.

"Yes I do." I said getting up. I walked over to her and picked up her bags. I walked down stairs to the front door and threw her bags out of the house. It made a loud clutter.

"What's going on?" Niall asked.

"I'm moving in. ALERT THE MEDIA!" I screamed. He stared at me and about dropped his coffee cup.

Terry came down the stairs and grabbed her bags. Before she could say something I slammed the door in her face.

"What will your mom say?" He asked. I didn't answer I ran upstairs to my room and climbed back in bed. I slept for about two days straight. My mom had come by and gave Niall full custody, not forcing him to let me see her. I got along perfectly with Nialls family. They had one more baby. They named her Tiffany. The kids loved me and so did Evie.

I never saw Terry again. I never saw my mom and Jason and Danny and Max ever again. I never saw Shawn again. Down one said that he cried for weeks when I left, saying he loved me. After that I never believed in love. All it does is hurt you. Right?