Alessia

Breakups and dresses

One month later on a Friday Night

I walked into the kitchen with the boys. I took a shot and walked around talking. After an hour of Sierra being gone I got worried. "I'm going to look for Sierra I'll be back" I said Matt. "I'll come with you" He said. We walked around searching for her but she wasn't around. So we went upstairs and split up to look in the rooms. I pulled on the doors but they didn't open. I yanked on the last door and it swung open. In a bed lay a naked Sierra and boy. They had obviously done the nasty and Sierra had cheated on me. Sierra looked at me with wide eyes as I grew angry. "It's not what I looks like" Sierra said. "Babe don't lie it's exactly what your friend thinks we hooked up" he smirked and kissed her neck. "You cheated on me" I said backing up. She pulled on her dress and came over but I ran down stairs. I ran through the house and she followed me yelling my name. Suddenly the music stopped and so I stopped in place. "Alessia listen" Sierra said into the microphone. I wiped my face and looked at her. "I'm sorry I cheated on you and I'm sorry you caught me in the act. It was a stupid mistake but you have to forgive me. Please Alessia" she said. Everyone turned to me. I looked at her angrily. The way she looked at me and said it was like she didn't care. I walked out of the house and soon enough the party continued. "Alessia are you okay" Matthew said running to me with the boys. "Depends on what you want to hear" I said. "I want to hear the truth" Shawn said holding my free hand. "My heart is literally broken and my chest is burning. And truthfully I want to break something then crawl in a hole and die. But I guess I couldn't do that. I also don't want to go to my house because Sierra's things are there and this might is already pretty shitty. And I'm 99.9 percent sure I'm going to drive home anyway" I said with a lump in my throat. I fought back my tears putting on a smile. I pulled my keys out of my pocket and walked to my car . I climbed in and started up the car. I started to drive away when I noticed the boys were following me. I started driving without any sense of direction. I just wanted to get away. I felt the hot tears pour down my face and the sobs and hiccups escape my mouth. I started the pound my fists on the steering wheel and I swiveled. I let out a yell of pain and suffering. "What is wrong with me" I screamed punching the steering wheel harder. I pulled into and empty lot and parked. I pounded my fists on the steering wheel while I yelled and sobbed. I put my forehead on the steering wheel and gripped it with my hand. I heard my door open and someone unbuckled my seatbelt. I was turned and pulled into someone's arms. I took a deep breath and looked up at Cameron. He held me tightly in his arms while I stayed silent. All of the sudden I was filled with rage and anger. I pushed Cameron off me and looked at him with warning eyes. I felt like I was going insane in a single moment. I kicked my cars tire and gripped my hair. I started walking around trying to calm down. My phone rang in my pocket and I pulled it out. I opened it and read the texts from Sierra. I listened to her messages. "You know what f*** you Alessia I don't need you anyway, I never even cared about you. I hope you kill yourself" Sierra's last voice mail played. I threw my phone down on the ground and shouted "God Damnit". "Why tonight of all nights" I said. I noticed the boys watching me carefully. So I looked back at them. "I'm so sorry I messed up your night" I frowned. I dug my palms into my eyes trying to hide my tears. I could tell the boys were confused as to what I would do next. I let out a a whimper and dropped my arms to my sides. Silent tears rolled down my face while I sniffled. "Do you want a hug" Taylor said cautiously. I nodded while my shoulders raised and I hiccupped. Taylor came over and wrapped his arms around my waist. I wrapped my arms around his neck and cried into his chest. "I'm so sorry" I hiccupped. "You have nothing to be sorry about" Taylor spoke softly. "Taylor I don't feel like being lied to right now" I spoke. "Alessia we're not lying" Aaron said putting his hand on my back. "Just take me home please" I whispered. Taylor completely picked me up wrapping my legs around his waist. He carried me to the guys car while Cameron grabbed my phone and climbed into my car. I sat in the back in Taylor's arms crying with small whimpers and hiccups. We drove and the boys tried to cheer me up. But I was to tired and confused. Soon enough we arrived at my house. I climbed out of Taylor's lap and got my keys and phone. I walked inside and turned on the lights and froze in place. My breath hitched and the wind came in through the open door. I stared back at Sierra in horror. She swung at me and punched my jaw. I backed up into the wall terrified. She pushed me completely against the wall and wrapped her hand around my throat. "Stop" I screamed and kicked her. She let go and groaned. I walked back and she threw a plate. I ducked as it hit the door.