Alessia

Twins

I woke up from my alarm and whined. "Morning peanut" I said rubbing my stomach. I sat up putting my feet on the floor and slid on my bunny slippers, yes bunny slippers. I stood up and walked to my desk. I brushed my hair and pulled it up in a bun. I walked out and into my kitchen. I started getting out food to make blueberry muffins. I turned on the radio and started making the muffins. I hummed along to the music continuing to make my muffins. After twenty muffins I put the muffins in the oven and waited. I heard a knock on the door and I walked over. I looked through the peep hole but I couldn't see through the snow in it. I opened my door and the person turned around, Carter and some of the guys. "Come in, you guys must be freezing" I said letting them in. I closed the door softly. "Is there anything I can get you guys" I asked turning up the heat. "No thank you" Aaron said. "Do you guys want coffee or tea or anything" I asked. "Hot chocolate?" Cameron said with an odd and cheesy expression. I led them in the kitchen and started making hot chocolate. "Alessia we need to talk to you" Carter said. "If this is about Matthew I already know and I'm not in the mood after our fight" I snapped. "Sorry that was rude" I said after a few minutes of silence. "It's okay" Aaron said softly. I handed them the mugs of hot chocolate and took the muffins out of the oven. I started cleaning up the kitchen. "If you don't mind me asking, what happened, what fight?" Nash asked while I washed the counter. "Well I went home, had a tantrum and made a mess of my room. I started crying then Matt showed up. We started arguing and he explained everything. He kept apologizing and telling me he was sorry and that he messed up and that he loves me. I kept telling him to get out and stop arguing. Then he yelled at me and I yelled at him. And then we started yelling and screaming. Then he said something and I slapped him. I locked myself in the bathroom and he left. But it was my fault and maybe if I had forgiven him we wouldn't be in this mess. I always screw up these things, no wonder all my exes cheated on me. Maybe if I was better, or prettier, or sweeter, or richer. I should've told him sooner. I just didn't want to ruin his tour and have him let down his fans or you guys. I didn't want this to happen but I was so stupid and naive. Now I've probably lost him and I can't handle a baby without him. I just wish our fight never happened" I rushed scrubbing harsh on the same spot on the counter. Tears had been falling down my face. "Alessia calm down and step away from the counter" Cameron said. "Why won't the stupid paint come off. Gosh now my stupid counter like someone tried to be the next Vincent van Gogh. But it really looks trashy and crappy" I said. Nash took the rag and set it down and the guys hugged me. They all stepped back after a minute. "I think you and Matthew need to talk" Nash said and they all nodded. I just shrugged and went back to cleaning until they left. I walked into my living room And sat on the floor with my laptop on the foot rest. I opened my laptop and went to my videos and photos. I scrolled through them and watched the videos. I watched them until I fell asleep.

Matthew's POV
I sat in the taxi on the way to Alessia thinking about everything the guys told me. She thinks it's her fault. I've made a mess and I'm going to fix it. We arrived outside Alessia and I's condo and I paid the driver and got out. I walked up to the door and pulled out my key. I unlocked the door, walked in then softly closed the door. I heard a familiar sound of talking or TV or videos but I heard something. The closer I got to the living room the louder it got. In the living room Alessia lay asleep and her laptop was playing videos of us. I closed her laptop and looked at her. I picked her up bridal style and carried her to our room. I laid her down on the bed and laid down next to her. She snuggled into my side and I wrapped my arms around her. "I love you" I said and kissed her forehead. Soon I fell asleep with her in my arms.
I woke up to the sound of Alessia's giggles and opened my eyes. She tried to hide her giggles but she just giggled more, it was pretty adorable. "What's so funny" I asked in my morning voice smiling at her. "You just look really cute in your sleep that's all" she giggled more. "So you think I'm cute?" I smirked. "No I think your adorable" she giggled biting her lip. "Your very adorable" I smiled. "Really" she asked her eyes shining. "Really" I smiled more. "You know you kinda look like an angel right now" she said. I laughed and she blushed. "Did I just say that out loud" she said with red cheeks, wide eyes, and her voice filled with shock. I nodded laughing harder and she gasped. "Oh my gosh that's so embarrassing" she spilled. I laughed even harder at her expression. "Stop laughing it's not funny" she said. I quieted down a little and said "Your right it's not funny. It's hilarious". I started to laugh uncontrollably and she started to laugh at me laughing. She silenced herself a few minutes later and smiled. But I didn't stop laughing. "Will you stop laughing?" She sassed. "Make me" I sassed back still laughing. She put her lips on mine kissing me and I instantly went quiet. She parted and said "Well that worked pretty well". "Uh yeah" I gulped. Her phone rang and she turned over picking up her phone. She looked at it and looked at me. "The baby and I have a doctors appointment" she said holding her stomach. "Oo can I come" I said smiling. "If you want" she shrugged sitting up.

Seven months later, the month the baby is due
Alessia's POV

My phone rang and I saw it was Matthew and I answered. "Matt where are you it's ten" I said. "Babeeee can you pick me up, I love peanut butter Carter!" He said drunkly. I had Carter give me the address and I left. I parked in the packed lot and walked into the house. I found the guys and asked them where Matt was. They all said they saw him go upstairs and said to take him home because he was super drunk. I walked upstairs and searched for him. Finally I opened a door but my heart dropped to my stomach. Matt instantly looked to see me along with the shirtless girl who was straddling him. She jumped off and hid behind the bed. "Oh heyyyy, baby" Matt said extremely drunk. I clenched my jaw and squeezed my eyes shut to fight back my tears. I opened my eyes and realization slowing hit Matt. I helped him walk down the stairs and helped him into the car. He kept apologizing as we drove home then walked into our condo. I ignored him and walked into the kitchen. I continued chopping the carrots like I had been earlier before Matt called. I carefully cut them with the sharp knife. Matthew kept apologizing but I couldn't listen. "God damnit. I'm sorry Alessia just talk to me" he screamed. I clenched the knifes handle. He grabbed my shoulder and yanked me back. I screamed and he was confused for a minute. But once he realized when he yanked me he had cut from my thumb knuckle to a little below my wrist he was silent. Blood gushed and I gasped and sobbed. "Get out" I screamed. He was frozen as he watched me in pain. "I've had enough get out. Don't you realize what you've done" I screamed. "Don't scream at me and I'm not leaving" he growled. I slapped him with my cut hand and the blood smeared on his face. I screamed in pain. He grew aggressive and dangerous. "I'm not leaving and you won't ever do that ever again" he growled. "Your just like Darius but worse" I sobbed. But that's when it all came crashing down and Matthew went sober. He grabbed a rag wetting it down. He cleaned up the blood and held the rag on my cut. He threw away the carrots and put the knife in the sink. He cleaned the counter and wiped my tears. He bandaged my cut up and held me in his arms. "What have you done" I croaked. "I don't know but I will fix it I promise" he said. "I'm hungry" I sighed holding onto him. "Your always hungry" he laughed. "Hey I'm carrying your boy or girl" I sassed.
"Why didn't you want to know the babies gender" he asked. "I wanted a surprise" I said. And as the next two weeks went by, matt made it up to me and my cut healed really fast.

I woke up in the middle of the night with contractions and I stood up. My water broke and my pants got wet. I sat back down holding my stomach and gasping. "Matthew" I yelled and squeezed his hand. He sat up and gave me a look. "My water broke" I said. In seconds he had his shoes on and put my shoes on my and took me to the car. He sped to the hospital and they took me to the ER. My mom, dad, sisters and Matthew were with me. I squeezed Matthew and my moms hand as the contractions got worse. Finally my doctor, Dr. Rose did a quick scan. She gave me a wide eyed look as I took quick and shallow breaths. "You have twins" she said and Matt smiled at me. "That's amazing but can we get these two babies out of me" I said. A few minutes later it was time. I pushed and screamed and cried. They took the first baby to be cleaned up quickly. For the second baby I screamed louder and cried harder. They took the other baby to be cleaned and I was sweaty and exhausted. They brought out a baby in a pink hat and pink blanket and a baby in a blue hat and blue blanket. "Well you guys bought stuff for a girl and boy anyways so this works out" my mom said. "Please leave I just want to be with Matthew" I said and they left. They handed me the boy and gave Matthew the girl. I smiled down at my baby boys precious face. "What's the boys name?" My doctor asked holding a clip board. Matthew and I looked at each other and nodded. He was signalling it was up to me. "Kayden Lucas Espinosa" I smiled and softly kissed his forehead. "And the baby girl" my doctor smiled. Matthew smiled down at her with complete and udder happiness.
"Aaliyah Scarlett Espinosa" he smiled. My doctor smiled and walked away. "I'll be back in a second" Matthew said and walked out of the room. A moment later he came in and asked if he could hold Kayden. We switched and I smiled down at Aaliyah. I noticed something in her hand and I softly opened her hand. In her precious little hand lay a diamond ring. I gasped and looked at Matthew to see him down on his knee. He took the ring and cleared his throat nervously. "Alessia Will you do me the honor of being my wife" he said. I nodded with tears and he slid the ring on my finger. He stood up and kissed me. Matthew looked at Aaliyah and said "Good job princess" and kissed her forehead. Aaliyah squirmed and a small smile played on her face. Matthew's phone rang and he answered. "Leave without me, and tell Marcus I'm not doing the tour anymore. I've got priorities" he said then hung up. We switched again and Matthew sat next to me in the huge hospital bed. I put my finger next to Kayden's hand and he held my finger. I hummed the tune of somewhere over the rainbow. They had to put the twins in a safety bed and Matthew and I went to sleep. "I love you Matthew" I whispered putting my head in the crook of his neck. "I love you Babygirl" he said before I drifted off to sleep.